Save Me

Park's Tragedy

And if I go, while you're still here...

Know that I live on,

Vibrating to a different measure

Behind a thin veil you cannot see through.

You will not see me,

So you must have faith.

I wait for the time when we can soar together again,

Both aware of each other.

Until then, live your life to the fullest

And when you need me,

Just whisper my name in your heart,

...I will be there.

-Emily Dickinson-

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Night 22.30 PM. Sana entered her apartment exhausted and threw her bag on the sofa. She halted her step for a while to check messages from Jimin before she put her phone on the bed and resumed her walk to the bathroom. The long haired girl removed one by one her clothes and turned the shower faucet which pouring her with warm water. The exhaustion she felt after a whole day studying in college and visiting Tzuyu with so much feelings fade away easily when the fresh warm water drenched her body. After she done showering, Sana wrapped the towel around her body and walked towards the sink.

A long horizontal scar from the corner of her right forehead almost reach the midline was shown clearly when she brushed her bang off. The scar...from six months ago. The last time she saw him. The last time she parted away with him. This scar would always remind her with that person. Sana examined her face on the mirror. Her face proportion, her perfect pointy nose, her small lips, the scar, but the most important thing whenever she sees her face, it will remind her with Yoongi. Sana always remembered that guy, his kiss, his gentle touch, his sincere smile whenever they were together.

Sana quickly kicked away Yoongi's picture on her mind when she heard her phone rings. Afraid that the person who calls her would quickly worrying her because she hasn't gave him news yet, Sana quickly picked her phone. She threw herself to the bed heavily with body still covered by white towel.

"Yeah Oppa,"

"Hi, Sweetheart, are you coming home late?"

"Eum...I chased after my lateness,"

"Lateness? You're stepping faster and way further, Love...you call that 'lateness'?"Jimin asked with disbelief tinted on his tone. Sana let out a chuckle.

"I supposed to finish the preparation for my last seminar if I didn't absent for 3 months long,"Sana said whilst staring at the ceiling.

"Yeah, you're right. You're my pride girl. Don't forget to take care of your health, understand? My mom, if only she could see how amazing you are, Sana,"

"Oppa, it can't be forced,"

"Trust me. I won't make you suffering anymore, I won't let them touch your family as well. Tomorrow I have free time, let's meet at usual place,"

"Yes Oppa, I get it. Hm, understand,"

"Love you, Sana,"

Sana smiled upon hearing Jimin's love confession which after the accident she couldn't reply his love as easily as before.

"Me too, Oppa,"Sana then hung up the phonecall after Jimin ordered her to sleep afterwards. But Sana couldn't sleep. She stared at her room's ceiling with empty eyes. Honestly, Sana was suffering too much to continue her life again. Although she came back to Jimin's side, she didn't live with Jimin. Although they still did physical contact, but it was too hard for Sana to say love.