LOVE IN RETURN (Editing)✅

31 i wish

I made a second mistake of trying to help him again, but I  do that... For his sake. I love him so much, I can't able to see him in pain. I  try to hide my feelings for him. That will be the only solution.

He was looking so tired. But he can't even fresh up and slowly realese my hand, I bends down and removed his shoes. And he lay on the bed. I took the blanket and covered him with it.

That was the moment I was waiting for .... But those moment came at the wrong time. I walked out letting him to sleep peaceful.

I always cry on everything.. I cried a lot this night. And all the thought on how I will start to help him out. How our life will be. I will stay with him but as a Friend? That's what he said if I  bring him his noor back. I can't be an inexorable person in his life. With all those thought I slept off.

***

I make dual and walked out of the room. Making breakfast and went to get him up.

We bump into each other. He was already awake. I smiled lightly. "Good morning."

"Morning princess." He said with a husky voice. Yaa Allah I make a promise to help him but him behaving like this ,will.... I don't know

I avoided his gaze "breakfast is ready."

OK he said and trailed behind me

He sat down and I serve him

"Where are the other servant?" He asked

"Grandma gave them a leave, for some days." I said while giving him his favorite coffee

"how will you cope with the work? This house is too huge for you, you can't handle it alone" He said

"I will do that, its not that much." I said and sat down

"Ehhhhh!!!! Yummy." he said staring at me

I smiled back at him

"It was delicious, I hope noor will yours to be like this." He said and smiled

Is he mocking at me?
I rolled my eyes. I haven't even serve my breakfast. I was sitting ,secretly starring at him. He look so cute. Those hair, those eyes, those voice. Hhmmm!!!! I smiled. I know I am blushed. Yeah

"Won't you eat?" He asked

"I am not hungry." I said

"You have to eat, don't play with food. See how you look now? Too weak." He said by serving the food for me

"Thank you." I said

I was about to take a morsal, when he spoke "you have to eat and have energy, so that you will know how to help me out." he said staring at me

He doesn't care about me?
Why? He only care for her, what ever he did to me ,is because of noor, he will never do anything because of me. I will have to live with that fact, with that broken fact. I wish all these things was a dream.

I was too hurt. I kept down the spoon and walked toward my room, leaving him behind.. I have to little stay away from him. So that I can help him and he will not get the chance to hurt me

"I am sorry." He grab me close to him

"I don't want you to stay hungry, and I was just joking, I care for you, because you are such a wonderful woman, a wonderful friend." He whisper

If I am such a wonderful woman then why can't he love me?

Why not me?

If he cant love me then I am not wonderful. Maybe I am not nice. Maybe .....