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@iamhalsey : dear baby,
this picture was taken days before g left for the the first part of his tour, i had just found out i was pregnant with you and we were over the moon, then we went to my moms house to tell her. but before that we took this photo at walmart, we were doing our own mini photo shoot and when i saw this picture i just fell in love with it. it's so pefect.

when we told my mum i was pregnant she cried of happiness, her first ever grand baby.

but that all changed, happiness soon changed to sadness in the space of 5 days. g went on tour two days after i found out i was pregnant, he didn't want to leave for tour yet, he wanted to stay and look after me. but i insisted i would be fine and i made him go on tour.

four days after he left, i experienced some pains in my stomach, at first i thought it was nothing, so i just left it and went to my moms, but then as i was walking to my moms i stopped walking, i didn't stop because i was tired, i stopped because i physically couldn't walk anymore. after i was sitting on a park bench for 39 minutes i got up and tried waking again, i then experienced the pains again. so when i got to my moms house, i went to the toilet, and i was bleeding heavily. i didn't know what to do. i said to my mom "mom i think i'm loosing the baby" and she said "that's impossible" and at this point i was crying. my mum took me to the hospital to get me checked over, i told them what was going on and they took me in for a scan. they couldn't find the heartbeat. i had lost you, i had lost my baby. at that moment in time i was crying uncontrollably, i didn't want anyone around me, i just wanted to be alone.

after i had got home, i called g and told him that i needed to tell him something, he got on the first plane back to me, and when he got home i didn't know how to tell him, he kept asking how i was and if you were ok, i just said we're fine. i hated lying to him, but then i finally told him and he told me everything was gna be ok, i couldn't and didn't believe that so i walked out, i didn't know where i was going or where i wanted to go, but i just heard g shout "BABY COME BACK" and i just cried, i cried in his arms.

what i did i do to deserve to loose you?
what did g do to deserve to loose you?

all i can say, is baby, i know you're not here with me and g anymore, and i know i was only carrying you for a short amount of time, but we love you, and we'll never forget you.

goodbye 👼🏻.

mommy ♥️

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