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i was so so so fucking worried. i couldn't lose her. no way. i started pacing up and down her hospital room, i was so worried. the worst thing was the fact that i hadn't even told nicole and chris. FUCK. how was i supposed to tell them. but i had to tell them. it would be wrong if i didn't, anyways it would be better for them to hear it from me rather than a stranger, so i got my phone out and scrolled through my contacts til i found nicole😊. i pressed call and pressed the phone to my ear. it rang 4 times until i heard a soft but worrying voice on the other side.

"gerald, hello. what can i do for you?"

"hey mrs m, i need to tell you something... it's about ash-" i said. i got cut off which was good because i was so close to breaking down there and then.

"oh for gods sake. what's she done now?" she asked with a little chuckle.

"it's more of what she hasn't done. she's in the hospital. i don't want to tell you over the phone, so can you get healer as soon as possible please nicole?" i said, i was crying at this point.

"say no more, hun i'm on my way" she was crying at this point, she was about to hang up but i stopped her by telling her something.

"make sure to tell chris aswell" i said

"of course gerald" she said, ending the call on me.

i was so worried. what if ashley didn't wake up? and where the fuck was lauren? she caused this, she should be here.

"omg my poor baby" i heard nicole running into ashley's hospital room soon after chris came in. they both looked distraught, i mean who wouldn't if they found out their daughter was in hospital and still didn't know why she was in there. "what happened?" nicole had her hand on ashley's bloody cheek and looked up at me.

"why is my daughter in hospital?" chris asked aswell. "i swear if you hurt her-" he was walking towards me pointing his fingers at me. "i didn't hurt her, i wouldn't, ever. it was lauren" i answered, chris stepped back from me.

"wait... lauren as in lauren jauregui? her best friend?" nicole asked, she sounded confused and she had every right to be.

"yes. lauren started accusing ashley of faking her pregnancy and miscarriage and starting putting doubts in my mind about it, so i asked ashley, you know if she did, i never really thought she did, i mean she couldn't, she's too sweet to do that, but i asked ashley and she got so pissed off, started getting angry at me and asked where this came from and so i said lauren and that's when she got so pissed and left, she got her coat and car keys and left, i was so worried about her i followed her, i followed her car all the way to lauren's apartment." i took a breathe, trying to hold back my tears then continued. "when she got out the car, so did i. i didn't go into the apartment though, i didn't realise what was going to happen, so i left it, i just waited outside for her to come back, i didn't think she would be long. i don't know what happened when she went inside her apartment but the only thing i know was when she came out, i heard her walking for like 5 seconds then i heard her scream, at that moment (a/n he knew.. he fucked up. sorry had to do that😂) i ran in. i didn't know what happened, but i knew it couldn't be good, i ran up the stairs skipping most of them" i looked up from my feet seeing nicole and chris in tears, i knew i had to continue. "once i got to where her apartment was i saw ashley, she was spread out on the floor, lifeless, i really thought i had lost her. and then i just heard lauren talking about how she didn't mean to hurt her and how it was an accident, but i didn't care about that, all i cared about was ashley, and how hurt she was, i called an ambulance and it arrived in a short amount of time, the rest of it's a bit of a blur, and then we got to the hospital and i called you" i was struggling to breathe now, i was crying so much and it was so blurry. my thoughts were taking over me

this is all your fault,if you never believed lauren this wouldn't of happened.

that was true, this is all my fault. i would never forgive myself if she didn't make it.

but in the mean time, i just had to stay by ashley's side and hope for the best. i held her hand and whispered "i love you".

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a/n

i am so sorry this is late, i meant to upload this chapter earlier but i was out with my family *rolls eyes all the way to jamaica* and couldn't write.

then when i got home i started writing and kept getting distracted, but finally the chapter is here. i really hate lauren (in the book, i could never hate her irl😂)

hope you enjoyed the long chapter.

all the love 💕 L x