Trust me

Parteu 15

you walk in straight throwing your bag on the floor. Your dad still lecturing you, makes you think of how hypocritical he is.

You ask "where's mum?" Your dad responds chewing food "she's gone out!"

You shout "where she gone to?" Your dad unbothered answers "i don't know" shrugging his shoulders.

He adds on "don't worry she's not gone out like last time"

you ask him annoyed "how do you know that?"

Your dad heavily responds angrily "listen! Stop arguing back!..... I haven't said anything that will probably make her wander off like an unwanted pet"

uuuuuuuggghhhh how can he just say that, but you couldn't say anything unless you want to get into more trouble, besides you are used to his common use of bad words, it's not the first time he's being this mean so it's not new to you.

You still hate it every time he talks about mum in a bad way.

you call mum and head to your room picking up food on the way. You wait for her response impatiently. She picks up, thank god. You confidently say "hey mum where are you?"

She says "hey hun, I was gone shopping. Wanna come?" You tell her "yeah sure" your mum tells you "ok meet me at the end of the road"

you get ready to go and leave... "hey ma... is everything alright, did dad bother you?"

She laughs stroking the back of your head "I'm ok" you walk with her satisfied and at ease now.

Holding the heavy shopping. As you walk In silence looking down, you smile thinking of Suga... you fill the picture of someone special in your head with toned colours, the painted picture fed into your mind is waiting to be revealed to your mum.

you silently recall the kiss, the way he comes closer and closer like day by day, blushing at the thought, you accidentally and unknowingly let out a chuckle.

You mum nudges you "is there something you want to tell me"

you smile walking in cross cross "well... I do have something to tell you but you'll probably be angry..." she looks to the side to you, forcing you "come on tell me..." you take the risk and tell her "well... erm"" the thing is ..." you cough... butterflies waiting to be let out of the cage. You tell her in a rush "Ilikesomeone" you breathe heavily looking away.

Oh god that is really hard.... how does he say it so easily IFBSIFAKFNRIWNDI!!! You await for her response as you JUST TOLD HER SOMETHING SO TRUTHFULLY AND DARING!!

She looks to the side to you again and back down "I knew this was the case. listen dear I've always told you..." your tummy aches, as if those butterflies couldn't fly far to where they were destined to.

"To look for a good guy, someone sensible, someone that is good and has a good life whatever, you know dad will he bombed by this news if he finds out" she is surely thinking about you not repeating the same life she has now. You cut through "but ma he is caring he is always out there for me! I know he's not like anyone else he is special he is different"

you complain and argue through your voice screeching, trying to terminate mum's unneeded thoughts.

You courageously look up to her "ma listen I know you are afraid of my relationship turning out like yours with dad or what he thinks of my happiness, which he probably doesn't care about but my happiness is with Suga" you stop as you say his name. You mum smiles "oh Suga is his name huh"

you shyly respond walking slower, excited to share your secrets about him, not that you would tell her ... what he does or who he really is "yeah mum.. I mean no but yeah can I introduce you to him one time" you get excited like a little kid walking in front of her backwards. She laughs "ok ok we'll see" you smile letting the butterflies go further.

Yey at least you can tell someone, you thought, even if that meant hiding it from dad... it is still worth it and fun. You finally arrive home taking the time of your life.

Your mum tells you to quiet down as she interlocks the keys in. "Ok keep quiet you're too loud...silly when you gonna stop" you tell her "I can't... ok I will" you come into the warm house putting the shopping down.

You hug mum "thanks a lot" dad comes out "what's going on?" You hug him too "love you dad thanks too" he thinks what happened to her. He asks you "why?" You responds smiling like a love bird "just..."

You run upstairs and fling on to your bed. You put music on so that you feel less tense. You stare at your phone "ok so ... how should I mean what should I say to him? Uuuuuh this is harder than I thought"..

you stare at the message screen with his name at the top "aaaaaah even his name is as hot as he is
💙" you feel crazy "ok I'll just say".
Y/N: hi 😊
Then you thought emoji or no... you decide to leave it and send it. You wait for his response for quite a while, about to give up as you lay on bed when suddenly "ding dong"

(These are the other names I had Soz had to include it if it were the others haha)
🔞 Mochi:
😎 Bitter sweet Suga:
❤️Kookie:
😇 Hobi:
👑 Charming Jin:
😆 Joonie:
😏 Tae Tae:

💙Suga: hey y/n sorry for late reply. I was out busy just got home. What's up

You jump up, sit up on your bed and read his message. You analyze the point that jungshook you, he hasn't used any emoji... was he that type... hmm... you wandered what would happen if he saw what you named him with emoji

Y/N: oh nothing... just wanted to know if you're okay. And thank you so much for the gift. I REALLY LOVE IT"

you read the sweet message too.

💙Suga: oh right. Yeah I'm doing great 😶 I guess. Not much to do.
💙B: of course I knew you'd love it. It's special 😏😜 it's from me.

You thought oh great he uses emojis yey.

Y/N: I erm wanted to tell you something
💙Suga: yeah sure tell me what is it yoja chingu (girlfriend)
Y/N: 😳 well...I ...uh told my mum...
💙Suga: what! 😱
Y/N: couldn't hold it in.... so I told her that I really like someone
💙Suga: oooooooooooh I thought you, nvm 🤦‍♂️.
💙Suga: no way seriously did you really tell her you... like me.

You thought wait should I tease him and tell him that I was intending something else or would that hurt him... gonna do it.

Y/N: what.. I didn't tell her that... I told her I like BW 🤐😮
💙S (changed to just S for Suga) : .... you lying... what... I don't get it 😵
Y/N: yeah ...
💙Suga looks at his phone in shock, his heart ached hearing the truth... he can't bare it after all that he did, she goes for his friend what the jam.
Y/N: you still there?
💙S: HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. YOU KNOW I ... 😳 I like you. I can't believe you just did that to me you betrayed me too. Maybe I deserve this kind of punishment!
Y/N: Suga I was only kidding, didn't mean to get you upset.
💙S: 👿 OF COURSE I'll get upset, I don't want to lose you. That's not a nice joke. Don't play with my feelings like that.
Y/N: ok ok I'm sorry I really don't want to get you angry. I only have feelings for you, I told my mum about you not him 😊😆💙
💙S: you nearly blew my mind away you know 😭. I would have come to your house and talk to u about this if you were for real! Then I would have taught you a proper lesson 😏.
Y/N: what do you mean by that? 😶
💙S: just don't mess with me
Y/N: did you do something to your ... ex bf when she messed with you 🤐
💙S: ..... 😶
Don't wanna talk about her 😤
Y/N: you know sometimes opening the past helps...🤷🏻‍♀️ you can tell me when you feel ready, that doesn't have to be now. it's fine 🙂
💙S: .... I will when I'll be able to.
💙S: I want to share with you all that I have ... but don't forget about the favor 😜😉
Y/N: I know *sigh*
Y/N: we'll talk about it when ur back, till then I need to focus on my study got tight deadlines and need to tc of my fam 🙇🏻‍♀️
💙S: yeah sure no pressure ... maybe 😉
Y/N: ur very confusing did u know that? 🤦🏽‍♀️
💙S: 😏 that's good I like it that way.
💙S: why you not sleeping it's late
Y/N: went with my mum... told her bout you 😉 and came back talking to you. Gonna eat food then sleep.
Ok I'll go now yeah talk to you later 🤗
💙 S: miss you already, still can't believe you told your mum... you not the type to keep secrets huh 🤐. Or maybe this was too much of a big excitement for you.
Y/N: I'm good at keeping secrets 😉 and you're right about that 😊😅. I missed you too that's why I messaged you quickly. Ok talk to you later 😋
💙S: I'll keep that in mind.
💙S: bye then 💙