Trust me

Parteu 21

You shout back, not knowing where to start with, what to say, you throw back whatever. She moves away from you walking into the living room "I don't even want to see your face"

you question again silently as you mime "what!!?" You follow her walking into the room too.

She continues "so you're gonna say all this behind our backs, how could you say such things about us?"

You're dad gets angry "we've had enough of you, get out of our house" he pushes you ... you urge not to fall out, you cry deeply holding it back was not possible anymore "wait what's going on, I haven't done anything"

he stops at the door "YOU HAVE A BLOODY BOYFRIEND"

you shout back crying innocently "YES I DO"

He continues "IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO SAY RUDE THINGS TO US THEN WHY DID YOU MESSAGE US WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY IT TO OUR F*KING FACES HUH?, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH US THEN GET THE F***K OUT WE DON'T NEED A DAUGHTER LIKE YOU, GO LIVE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND, GO DO WHATEVER WITH HIM"

you have no energy left to even fight back, other than to tell him "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I had a boyfriend, but I have no idea what your talking" your mum shouts "WELL WHY DONT YOU ASK YOUR BOYFRIEND WHO TOLD US"

you make a confused expression "how did he tell you?" Your dad answers "he messaged us! AND YOU DIDNT EVEN DARE TO TELL ME, told your mum and not me, am I no one to you" with those as the last words you are even more confused "what is going on?"

Your dad pushes you out the house "get out" you don't know ...you just don't know what to do, to say. You give up and let the door slammer on you. You stand there in silence facing the door... "is this how it's gonna end.

You felt let down thinking Was this true ... did Suga really just make your family turn their backs on me ... was he really the bad boy nf/n was talking about?....

Suga messages you all of a sudden. You sit down on the door step in the cold.
💙S: hey y/n 😊 enjoy the warmth in bed
💙S: j hope you sleep well, it's cold today.

You don't respond after looking at his messages. You blank him. Seeing his messages it frustrates you.

You sigh heavily putting it down, turning off the notifications.

You swipe your hair back in anger and breathe heavily lowering your head. "Such a coicindence he's telling me it's cold as if he knows I'm out here" you roll your eyes disturbed.

💙S: hey y/n you already asleep? I just left you 😂😂😂😂
💙S: I'm excited for tomorrow though 💙. I know this all seems so sudden but ... and I'm so sorry about everything.

You feel tempted so you pick up the phone and answer him
Y/N: "pick up phone NOW!"

You call him and don't even let him speak but blabber on shouting at him "SUGA HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! I don't deserve this. IVE LOVED YOU FROM MY HEART AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO ME!!! UUUUUUUUGGGHHH IF YOU REALLY WANTED TO FOOL ME THEN DONT BRING MY FAMILY INTO THIS"

Now he gets completely jungshook hearing from your shaken yelling voice thru the phone "y/n ... ok first calm down" you stand up and walk around, surely your parents could hear you from inside "WHAT DO YOU MEAN CALM DOWN!!! Listen to me"

he shouts at you "Y/N LISTEN TO ME FIRST" you become silent giving in as usual... even though it hurts so bad to know what you assume he has done to you.

You still want to hear his voice and hear what he has to say. He continues "I haven't done anything, I have no clue of what you're saying, what's going on?"