The eyes behind the wall//PJM

The gift of happiness

[not proofread yet]

Like a tune of a sweet melody ,the wind that was dancing unsubstantial around him, taking the colorful flower petals with it, following it's whiz like silhouettes  of  folk dancers . 

The beauty of the sight undeniable as the sun was setting ,warm colors feeling the once calm pale blue sky . He couldn't help but leave a smile form on his lips at the peace that this image provided him with. A taste of his longed paradise.

Jimin had lost track of time, in his memory vaguely recalling when was the time that he entered the angelic world .The day he killed himself again by sacrificing you .

To his surprise ,no one had questioned his existing around them as it was actually normal that not everyone could know all the citizens of their world as he himself was not in knowledge of all the creatures in his . However , even though unfamiliar to all ,everyone behaved so kindly to him whenever he would come to fall upon another angelic creature like he himself was now.

His appearance was so beautiful that had not failed to capture the hearts of many creatures ,openly praising him and admiring him about the purity he cared in his aura. Everyone he had met and talked to , had told him that he was surely to become an Archangel soon as someone like him with such a pure heart would definitely gain his halo sooner than any other.

He couldn't help but feel happy hearing those words but inside him , he knew that the words that they all had used to describe him were far away from the real him. If he was about to thin k of all the things he had gone through he would come  to reassure himself that he indeed deserved these nice words and lovely welcomed he was receiving . He had shed his blood sweat and tears to gain a place to this place that was truly paradise ,however the burning hell was now inside him.

Everything around him would make him feel new feelings every day, put new smiles on his face and make his heart feel at ease but that all was as long as he kept his eyes open because when they closed , a whole different story would go down. Your beautiful smile drifting away and your always joyful eyes turning to  teary. Your body that would be suddenly starting getting covered by painful thorns , scratching your pure delicate skin till it would make it bleed and your lips that would still each and every time call his name ,with the exact same tone, dripping a love melody for his ears. A nightmare that was his torture as well as a dream since  it was his only way of see you again.

That's how he lived, passing his days on the land of angels observing the things you had so excitedly shared with him once and getting to now feel the feelings that you so hard had tried to  describe to him, in hopes of giving him a taste of what he couldn't have but so much desired to. In hopes of making him  happy as much as you were able to.

The pure soul that you had saw in him, getting freed even more, stimulated by his surroundings. Jimin was indeed someone that didn't truly belong at that cruel land but unfortunately he didn't fully belonged at the angelic land either. Knowing that he had become a creature that had yet to be seen in the pure land of the clean souls. A creature resembling a human's behavior, That would show only his good side in order to be accepted in a place he wanted to be, thrived to be accepted and yet he didn't found himself worthy of such a life.

His own thoughts now his demons ,his own devil his own self and his tortures now bloodless but as much or even more painful. At the end all he did was just change his hell for a more beautiful one from which he had no escape as it was his own creation.

Such a creature living his life in the land of Angels ,did you think that would go unnoticed by the author of humans and universes fates?. By the father whose love was and always will be never ending. Unaware of times will and plans for us we all live , in a freedom of choice and will , leading our lives to the direction we want them to, or letting life lead us instead wherever and whenever it wants. However, the things that come our way when we follow a certain chosen path or the things that we allow life choose for us , they all are no coincidence as we may be free to chose the roads but they all have a predicted destination.