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[Chapter Thirty-Three] Mari

Chapter Thirty-Three – Mari

This wasn’t the easiest thing for me, I invited him on impulse and I shouldn’t have because seeing him with Lex was making it harder to just squash those stupid feelings that were starting to surface and it didn’t help I was fucking PMSing and emotional and this was all just bullshit.

Lex was adorable curled up in his lap at the movie and when she said goodnight my heart kind of hurt because I know why she’s attached herself to him but I also know that it can’t be like that. Shawn isn’t her dad and I needed to keep her away from him for a while after this.

“Shawn.” I protested

“You do realize that your car at my place, right?” he asked and I cursed because I couldn’t exactly leave right now and leave her here alone but I needed my car

“Why didn’t you say something earlier?” I asked annoyed

“I was going to and I forgot.” He said defensively

“Right, I need my car.” I went to rant when he kissed me, something he makes a habit out of doing when I’m about to lay into him.

“Please calm down.” He said

“Don’t tell me to fucking” he kissed me again and pushed me down onto the bed and he pulled back

“You’re so fucking hot when you’re pissed off and if you stay angry I may have to take advantage of you.” he ran his fingers up my leg

“I’m on my period dude, control yourself.” I frowned at him

“So what?” he asked

“What do you mean so what?” I was kind of more than annoyed, I was in pain and he was thinking about sex!

“Let me take care of you.” he said

“No.”

“It will make you feel better.” he pressed the bulge in his jeans against me and I moaned lowly.

“We can’t do that.” I said but he kept his hand outside of my panties and pressed his fingers against my clit making me have to bite down on his shoulder to keep from crying out.

“There you go kitty.” He said encouragingly as he kept going until I finished and I was actually feeling pretty damn good right now.

“I should take care of you.” I said and he shook his head

“Nope.” He pulled his shirt off.

“Get comfortable.” He told me and I stripped out of my clothes self-consciously and put on shorts and a tank top. I was actually a little self-conscious of my body and it multiplied by a million when I had to deal with these emotions and bullshit.

I hated emotions.

As I moved I felt a lot better and hurt a lot less but he still pulled my shirt back off which defeated the whole purpose of me putting it on.

“I am not sleeping shirtless; Lex comes in here in the morning.” He was lucky I was letting his ass stay the night, and I still don’t exactly know why since he didn’t tell me about my car! Sure I wasn’t thinking about it but he was and didn’t mention it on purpose.

“Just calm yourself and lay down.” He didn’t give me much choice as he shoved me down on the bed and I glared up at him

“Really?” I asked annoyed and he rolled his eyes like I was the bothersome one

“Just lay on your damn stomach and shut up.” He said

“You are in my fucking house buddy.” I snapped at him and his features softened

“I’m sorry, please lay on your stomach.” He said nicer this time so I did and he straddled my waist and I felt his fingers press into my lower back and groaned, that felt good.

“What are you doing?” I asked

“Trying to help, just shush you really have a problem relaxing.” I could almost feel him rolling his eyes, he did that a lot, and it was quite rude.

“You put me on edge, in can’t help it.” I said honestly

“Ouch. I’m just trying to help you; you don’t have to be rude about it.” he move his hands a little lower and I sighed

“I told you I’m not good at this whole thing and I just, ugh.” I said frustrated

“Mari I’m just trying to date you, I’m not asking for a joint bank account. Calm down.”

“Well that’s how dating feels to me, I don’t date, my first and only date was with you.” that sounds so fucking lame.

“It was a good date.” He leaned in and kissed my shoulder

“It was.” I agreed

“Does this mean you’ll come over next weekend?” he asked me and I thought about it

“I don’t know, ask me again Tuesday.” I started to feel tired

“Feeling better?” he asked and I nodded sleepily and I fought it until I couldn’t anymore.