noticed | dolan twins

forty-one

serenity

after a long day of thinking about ethan i came to a realization. what were we doing? we loved each other. we were meant to be together. i guess being alone and caught up in your feelings really changes/messes up your mind. he was coming home soon and now i felt like there was nothing that could stop us from being together. my phone rang snapping my out of my thoughts. i looked at the name flashing on my phone. grayson.

why would he call me? hopefully he was okay. what if he wasn't? what if something happened? is it ethan? i quickly answered the phone, panicking after overthinking.

"hello? gray is everything alright?" my voice was rushed and shaky. "woah serenity. it's okay. everything is fine, the real question is are you?." grayson replied a small chuckle following.

"yeah. sorry, just overthinking. you never call me aha... anyways what's up." i said. now relieved that everything was okay. "uh yeah actually." he cleared his throat. i started to get nervous, i had this feeling that he was about the tell me some news. i could tell by the nervousness in his voice. i heard him take a deep breath. "i'm still in love with you. i knkw that's difficult to hear. and maybe you already knew but it just made me feel uneasy not making sure you were aware. i know this doesn't change anything, and that's fine. i'm happy that you're happy with nobody other than my brother. you deserve nothing other than to be happy. i want think you should know that through anything i'll be here for you."

my heart was beating quick. grayson still loved me? but i loved ethan. it wasn't going to change anything. was it? no. it wasn't. but i couldn't help but think. after everything going wrong with ethan i thought things were turning out and now grayson told me he loved me. i couldn't help but think, was this a sign?

"oh gray um-"

"don't worry about it serenity. we will talk later." grayson said hanging up the phone.

was i right about ethan? or should it be grayson. if it wasn't ethan why would we go through everything we've been through? i collapsed on my bed. here we go again.