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Desolation boy 3 - help me

Poetry

This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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My soul is cracked

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by demxns--inside

by demxns--inside

I'm at rock bottom

I'm desperate for feeling

I can't keep going with so little to hold onto

Am not

Alive

I do not e x i s t

My mind is chaotic destruction

Insanity is home now

I know no place else

I unlock the door

Walk into the shadows

And feel my monster guide me

Towards the couch where I will stay

Wither away

In my monsters arms

Staring into space

With a blank yet filled mind

Falling deeper and deeper inside

Breaking down to my very soul

I am cracked

My soul is breaking

I have no where to go

And tape won't fix it