I can't think straight anymore
My head feels as if it's exploding and twisting
Why can't my mind think of only a few things at a time?
Why does it feel like a never ending popcorn machine
Popping into an unending brown bag ?
Too many thoughts
And I have no idea which memories or facts I think about are right or wrong
I feel it all slipping away again
I've lost balance
It's that feeling you get as you lose all control
Lose grip of the world beneath you and the fear tears through your stomach and up to your throat
Its the feeling possessing my bones tonight
As I feel your anger towards me
As I feel you slip away
Get bored
Get exhausted
I'm toxic
High maintenance
Annoying
Boring
Nothing
Useless
Dysfunctional
And weak
And I feel you lose interest
Did the shine in my eyes become dull ?
Have you found someone more attractive ?
Did I do something?
Say something?
Or maybe it's all in my head and everything is my fault
Because you're trying your best... right?
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Desolation boy 3 - help me
PoetryThis one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑
