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Desolation boy 3 - help me

Poetry

This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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I cant keep doing this anymore

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by demxns--inside

by demxns--inside

I'm so scared

So scared of the future

Because I barely know how reality feels

So I barely know what to feel about this.

You hurting me

Emotionally

Physically

For fun?

I tell myself it's nothing

And at the same time I never stop panicking

I can't catch my breath

I can't stop feeling as if I'm falling

And can't catch onto anything

I have no stability

No sanity

And you all act as if I have it together

As I sit here and wish for death to take me.

I'm not okay,

And you all just slap a band aid on it

Dust it under the carpet

And cover your eyes.