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Desolation boy 3 - help me

Poetry

This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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Im losing my mind

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by demxns--inside

by demxns--inside

I don't know how to feel anything properly

My bones hurt

I feel so lost in time

I'm not in the present

Future

Or past

I simply provide life for the body I dwell in

My mind is slowly floating

I don't know where I'm going

I lose reality and stare far into the eyes of my heart

I feel alone

So alone

Because no one can understand the language of my heart

I don't belong to anyone

Where do I go?

I thought I was supposed to know how to talk by now

But I don't

Not anymore

All I know how to do

Is numb myself

And ignore the pain

To pretend it's not there