I don't know how to feel anything properly
My bones hurt
I feel so lost in time
I'm not in the present
Future
Or past
I simply provide life for the body I dwell in
My mind is slowly floating
I don't know where I'm going
I lose reality and stare far into the eyes of my heart
I feel alone
So alone
Because no one can understand the language of my heart
I don't belong to anyone
Where do I go?
I thought I was supposed to know how to talk by now
But I don't
Not anymore
All I know how to do
Is numb myself
And ignore the pain
To pretend it's not there
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Desolation boy 3 - help me
PoetryThis one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑