BINABASA MO ANG

Desolation boy 3 - help me

Poetry

This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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Relapse

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ni demxns--inside

ni demxns--inside

I relapsed

I scratched my wrist open again

And now it's raw and stinging

All I want is a hit again

All I want is to take that smoke in

Feel the high take over

Because it's the only thing that really helps

Pills don't do anything

Deep breathing is a joke

So it's the high I chase

But since I'm without

All that helps take the edge off is scratching my skin away

Peeling and picking till it bleeds