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Desolation boy 3 - help me

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This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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No one cares about me

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I long for touch 

                          
I need that electrical surge to wake me up

                          
I feel like a sandcastle that's only made with dry, weak sand 

                          
I can't hold myself up anymore 

                          
I have no idea how I'm supposed to be happy 

                          
I'm so alone and I want to cry 

                          
But my eyes remain dry 

                          
I can't cry so instead the pain stays inside 

                          
Eating me up more and more 

                          
I need someone to poke me with a pin so all this pent up emotion 

                          
Explodes outward and disappears 

                          
But no one will 

                          
No one cares if I die today 

                          
No one cares that I am in constant pain 

                          
No one cares that I feel so dead inside 

                          
No one cares 

                          
I can't do this on my own anymore 

                          
I'm weak 

                          
I'm slipping away into nothing 

                          
But no one 

                          
Cares
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