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Desolation boy 3 - help me

Poésie

This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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How can it be like this?

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par demxns--inside

par @demxns--inside

I'm 18 and I've already been to hell and made friends with demons

Faced my pedophile father

Faced bullies

Faced a confused, angry mother

Spent 95% of my life alone

Betrayed by so many

I'm just blessed I have two true friends

Because I had to break up with him tonight

Granted

He was toxic

He twisted my words and manipulated me

He cheated on me

Took all the light in me

And now I'm destroyed

Shattered

Into dust