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Desolation boy 3 - help me

Poetry

This one is for the ones who don't feel like they exist. And the ones who never get a break from pain. All poems are from my head, heart, soul and personal experiences 🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑

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At night

58 4 0

by demxns--inside

by demxns--inside

Every night I feel myself slipping away

Further and further away from reality

Every night I yearn for someone

I know

Another love story

Another desperate person

But this is different

Independent and I know I can be on my own

But I don't want to be

I want someone who loves every part of me

So one day I can love myself too

I need someone who stares at me instead of sunsets

I need someone who makes me feel alive

Takes me out of my head

And shows me life

I'm falling apart more and more the longer I'm alone

I can't stay here much longer

I can feel my soul dying

And it terrifies me

I'm in a prison inside this world

I keep screaming

And trying to smash through the walls

But I

C a
n't

I CANT DO THIS ALONE ANYMORE

WHY WONT ANYONE LOOK AT ME?

IM SCREAMING MY HARDEST

IM TRYING TO STAY HERE EVERY DAY

BUT

CANT ANYMORE

PLEASE

If there's a god

Please just send me someone to hold my hand

Because I can't save myself this time