After finally getting Star to calm down.
You ask 'Okay, so why were you drinking alcohol when you're only 8?'Star: I..I hate m..myself. .
You seemed confused, 'What?'
Star: I..I tried every thing. . Jumping underground. . Hanging myself. . stabbing. . cutting. . Drinking. . I just . . I'm pathetic. . I just. . I..I wanted to die for so long. . A..and n..nobody let me. .
*She began to cry*
Star: I..I tried cutting b..but then I..I saw the a..alcohol. . I..I couldn't resist. . I had to. . A..And I nearly h..hurt you in a b..bad w..way-- . . I..I'm a f..freak. . A disgusting f..freak. . I deserve to die. . You should stop wasting your time caring about me. . You have to stop lying to yourself . . Just say it.
'Say what?'
Star: SAY THAT YOU HATE ME!! BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S TRUE!! I WILL NEVER FEEL LOVE AND I NEVER WILL. . PLEASE. . STOP WASTING YOUR DAMN TIME!!
Her golden eyes were dull. .
She began crying a lot. .You say. . nothing. . You couldn't speak to comfort her. .
She was about to get up and run to her bedroom.
*Stop her and comfort her by hugging her?*
*Let her run?*
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