Fears

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JM POV:

It's been almost a month since Jungkook came back into my life and it has been almost a month since I was the happiest person on the earth.

 He always would stick to me like glue wherever I go, but I could see the attention he will get all the time with all eyes following him but he never spared anyone a single glance.

He will follow me everywhere, in the hallways, in café, towards our dorms in fact everywhere.

 I never felt irritated of the fact that the he always followed me like a lost puppy but I will get many glares from people that sometimes made me uncomfortable because I had managed to befriend the new "Hottie" who won't even look at others but having Jungkook beside me felt safe enough that I never paid attention to anyone other than him.

 I remembered this one time when I was sitting with him in the garden in our university campus when this extremely beautiful girl approached him, trying to flirt with him ignoring that I was sitting right next to him but he brushed her off maybe a little too harshly that the poor girl ran away with tears in her eyes. 

It was not hidden that he was still rude, mean and somewhat of a jerk to everyone, but when it came to me, his attitude always seems to shift 180˚ which always amazed me but then again it wasn't for me, it was meant to be for Jihan

I sometimes wondered would he had treated me the same way as he does now if I had told him I am Jimin, not Jihan.

 Most of the times I will get lost in this fantasy world that I was living with him, where all that existed for him was me and it scared me most of the times knowing that this illusion will soon break, what then? 

I was sure that I won't be any different from all others than, maybe I will get the worse treatment of them all when this façade of mine will come down. 

I tried countless times telling him the truth but every time he will look at me with those doe eyes, I just couldn't bring myself to say any further.

 "Hyung come to my room with me I want to show it to you", he said clinging on to me like a koala. 

"Aish, okay I will go but get off of me first", I said bending from the weight of his body.

 "Let's go", he said almost dragging me to his dorm.

 He didn't have any roommate at the moment so he was the only one using the room if it could be called that. 

His room wasn't less than a disaster with scattered clothes, unpacked stuff, emptied takeout food, soda cans that I could barely see that shape of the bed. 

"Ahhh, it's a little messy today, sorry for that", he said rubbing the back of his head giving me a sheepish smile. 

"Aish you child", I started cleaning up the mess because I highly doubt that he will do that himself anytime soon.

 I was finished cleaning when my eyes landed on a small toy figure that was placed near the pillow. I picked it up to see a small iron man figurine with its colors almost worn out.

*Flashback*

"What", the child Jungkook looked at him with questioning eyes.

 "C-can you keep this as an m-memory with you", Jimin hesitated to say it thinking that the younger might reject him again.

 "Pshhh what made you think that I will want to remember a fat pig like you", the younger insulted Jimin making his cheeks red with embarrassment. 

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