Mine to Hurt

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JM POV:

I wanted to talk to him, I wanted to apologize even after what he has done to me I still wanted him back at least as a friend because he was the closest thing to my brother and to me, and I can't just let him go like this.

 Maybe what he did to me was out of anger, and it is totally acceptable.

Maybe he is feeling guilty now but is too shy to apologize.

Maybe I should go and talk to him, he will understand my reasons, or will he?

 I tried to reason with myself but no matter what I said to my brain to assure myself that it won't hurt to go talk to him I couldn't ignore the pit in my stomach that was alerting me of the worst case scenarios. 

But maybe It won't hurt just to talk to him right?

It's been almost a week since our last encounter, I am sure his anger has subsided by now.

 I gathered up the courage to go to him when I saw him taking things out of his locker.

 I was still hesitant to go to him, but it needed to be done, sooner or later. 

"U-umm, k-kook, can w-we talk for a second?" I said seeing a number of people around me that was making me uncomfortable. I heard a locker slam shut making me flinch since I was looking downwards this whole time as a loud voice boomed through the hallway, "It's Jungkook-shi for you"

"I take that he is still angry", I thought in my head.

"And I have got nothing to talk to you midget", his next line hurt my heart a bit. No matter the situation I was still older than him, how can he insult me like this and also in front of half of campus. 

"Please just hear me out for once", I made another attempt to get him listen to me but the next thing I know I was harshly shoved into the locker making my back ache badly.

 "Who allowed you to touch me midget", he shouted at my face making my heart beat erratically in my chest. 

"Stop crying you wimp, it's pathetic", his insults were non-stop piercing my heart as I saw a number of people recording us and I was sure that by tomorrow I will become the laughing stock of this whole campus.

 "P-please koo-J Jung-kook-shi hear me o-out for once, I am s-soo", I couldn't finish my sentence when a strong punch landed beside me inches away from my face resonating a loud sound in the hallways making my heart to jump in my throat.

 "And Shut that lying mouth of yours", he spat angrily at my face his vein bulging on his forehead from the amount of rage he was displaying.

 "Maybe talking to him was a bad idea after all", I thought in my head scared to meet his gaze who was now back to shoving me more into the lockers.

 "Get the hell away from him Jeon", I heard Tae's voice behind him that made me sigh in relief.

 At least someone is here to save me. 

Another unconscious whimper escaped my mouth as he increased the pressure on my shoulders creating bruises.

 "Stop it Jungkook, you are hurting him", I was released from his grip when Taehyung shoved him aside instantly checking upon me to make sure I was okay.

 "You might want to keep your knight in the shinning, around you from now, will make you last a bit longer", he spat as he left the corridors. 

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