Here By Your Side | Younghoon

are we on?

Younghoon's pov:

After hearing those words..   I suddenly felt this joy inside me.

"then..  Would you like me to be your boyfriend?? " i suddenly pop the question.. Even me was surprise for what i did.

"what?? " she asked me.

I look at her,  "i asked you if you want to lay your love on me and trust me" my other term of asking her if she will let me to be her boyfriend.

"you know I'm blind right?? " she said with a concern voice

"ne (yes) " i replied back

"you know that there are so many pretty and much looking girls than me right?? " she added

I hold her hands,  "no matter how pretty they are in your eyes..  For me it doesn't matter,  for i Kim Tan valued you more than anything else" i tell her. 

But she seems to get uncomfortable with it.

"am i just being too fast?? " i asked her

"no..  I mean..  I'm happy!  But..  Can you wait until i got my eye surgery..  You know!  I can die from that surgery and....  Maybe..  I will not be able to support you or do things like the other couple" she stated

I hold her hands even more,  "i don't care..  Right now i just want you to be here beside me" .

Then i slowly put her head on my shoulder and hug her.

"but this seems so wrong Tan" she worriedly said.

This was the first time i desperately tell someone that i love them.

"sshhh.. " i pat her back slowly and gently.  "nothing's wrong about love" i explained

The silence after what i said had put me at ease..  And i can say same way to her.

////////// time skips////////////

"what?!!! " sunwoo shouted that it almost break my eardrum.

"ok!  WWaaIIIttttt..  So you mean Jia said yes to you ALREADY?!! " hyunjae asked,  still had the fask mask on his face.

"guyss be quite..  We will have our rehearsal later..  I need to catch up my sleep" half asleep eric pleased

"sorry?? But we can't missed 4th his opportunity to ask Younghoon about how he asked Jia to be his Girlfriend!!" sunwoo then exclaimed

After what Sunwoo had said..  The whole dorm waked up as if they had been a big fire happening inside.

Even the half asleep Eric woke up just to know how i did that 'thing'

"so tell us..  How did you catch her?? " eric somehow manage to talk as if it had already catches it's sleep.

I put down my phone and look at them,  "i just tell her what i felt..  But she seems not to agree at it..  But..  She said we could try" i stated

"then you're happy about it?? " eric dissapointedly asked

"being in a relationship with trials??  Something like that?? " sunwoo added up

"I'm not sure..  But we will try" i said..  I'm sute this will do..  If not then i will find a way to let her stay here in my side

"the whole nation would be in a great shock if they heard that our beloved Younghoon is dating a pretty, sexy hot looking blind girl. " Kevin stated. Which gave him a goosebumps after receiving a mysterious looks from the other members

"what?? " Kevin awkwardly asked us

"your not watching any super fantastic video, do you?? " hyunjae asked him

"what 'super fantastic video' you mean?? " Kevin asked in a confused way

"porn he mean" i answered quickly..  These guys already know what it mean..

"aaiigggoooooo..  Tsk tsk..  We should really find ourselves a girlfriend so that we can learn about that 'new word' from Younghoon " eric teased me like shit

Then all of them agreed..  What ever..

Jia's pov:

I can't believe someone is in love with me.

Shall i give it a go??

No!  Too busy..

But you're not busy at all!

Shut up! 

Then random positive thoughts run through your brain..

Thinking a billion times...  I finally decided to call Tan

I hope this will work

Still beating fast,  you picked your phone and called Tan

"hello? " he answered

"it's a ye... S??? " i answered awkwardly

Damn it....