Worst night

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Jared's pov
Today was the daily movie night with the squad. But it was different. Jazmine and Derek dating makes me so uncomfortable. I was trying not to show anything but I feel like they could tell. The whole movie they were kissing and hugging. I couldn't wait for the movie to finish. And finally it did. "Hey do you need a ride back home" desi asked. I really just wanted to be alone and walk home so I told her I was fine. Inside I wasn't. My mind was mess. I was thinking about everything in that walk, my family, my life, my purpose, some days i just wanted to never be born, I had thought about ending it all and committing suicide but I never did because they helped me stay strong. I asked myself on that walk home why I was mad at the movies. Jazmine and Derek are my bestfriends I should be happy for them. And i am. But ig i just wish I was jazmine.

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