My Innocent Husband [P.J.M.]

A regret

After all eyes that been looking at you gone, you go straight to your challey.

Your plan to go and calm yourself down at somewhere else beautiful is now abroad.

"What is wrong with people surronding?"

"Do they never be in marriage problem?"

"Or it just because they are married by love and not forced?"

"I'm regret of knowing him."

"Or I even can say I'm regret of living."

"I'm regret of being myself."

"If there are choices, I'm choosing other life."

"The life that don't have to think about work anymore. About bills. Or even about myself."

"What I'm choosing is to be dead."

"I want to die."

"I can't take it anymore."

"God, take my life."

"Thank you for this nice life."

You sat down on the bed and stare the floor. Thinking about your decision to be dead.

You then look at your surrounding.

Something caught your eyes.

Sharp things that used to cut things.

Knife.

You take the knife and just rolling the knife.

Then you tried to put it your pulse.

You pushed it a little harder.

The main door suddenly swung by itself revealing Jimin.

He suddenly ran towards you.

"Are you crazy?! What are you u doing?!" He asked panickly.

"Crazy? Yes I am. What I'm doing? Asked yourself."

"Kim Ara no!"

Jimin shouted at the same time you cut your wrist.

Blood came out instantly.

Jungkook and all the boys called for ambulance.

Your face was pale.

You're dying  if a minute late.

But god saves you from the suicide.

You can be saved.

5 bags of blood was filled in you.

That shows how much blood came out when you just cut your hand.

Seriously, suicide?

Why?

Life can be changed.

Suicide is not the way to solve problems.

So, if I have problems with my homework, can I just suicide?

No!

You just going to put people in trouble especially the family.

Okay let's us continue.

You were not awaken from the incident for a few hours.

But when you wake up, it's only Jimin by your side.

At first you were feel disgust of him but you changed your mind when you look at him sleeping while wrapping his soft hands around yours.

You're thinking of just because your egotistic all of these unwanted things hapenned.

Jimin could feel your hands are moving and that make him awake.

"Are you okay? Do you feel better?" He asked you in a very soft way just like a mother.

You just sigh showing your ego getting higher.

"Should I listen to his explaination? Ahh... I've got no time for that!"

"If you need something just let me know I'll help." Jimin said.

"Whatever!" You rolled your eyes in annoyance.