October 16th
the 3rd day struck me hard, the 5th day I felt like I had lost everything, and now? It felt like my heart was being ripped out by devils themselves.
I had been staring at all three graves in front of me. I didn't even dare bring flowers to Conner. The police knew what he did, they just assume he committed suicide.
I will forever have this on me.
The death of my brother.
I shut my eyes feeling the comfort from..
No one.
I was standing in the grave yard alone just staring down at the buried body's.
"I don't want this to be the last time I see you." I sat In front of my mother and fathers grave shedding tears.
"I promise I'll visit as much as I can." I heard a honk come from the distance.
Mr.Johnson.
Today was my last day in New York.
I was his 'responsibility'. He has to make sure I don't run away to some other state.
I roll my eyes setting the flowers perfectly on the grave. I stand up my hands brushing off the dirt off my black long sleeve shirt and high waisted black jeans.
My hair was let down. I was a new person, maybe I need a new style. I look down at myself.
I need to change.
I can't be this good girl anymore.
I need to be the way Conner was.
Cruel, angry, uncommitted.
It just felt necessary.
I got into the backseat of Mr.Johnson's car.
So far my long sleeved shirt and black jeans was a huge change of style. I was always colorful.
I'm no longer that.
I had done the worst thing ever.
Let my family down.
I look at my backpack laying next to me.
Everything was going to change. I was no longer going to live in a big house with maids and chefs.
It was different now.
You're mature now Kayla.
What you've always wanted just came.
I wrap my leather jacket around myself, entering my mansion one last time.
Mr.Johnson gave me one last chance to look through everything. I walk up the steps of the house walking into the bathroom. I look at myself In the mirror frustration running through me.
The tears pouring from me.
Pressure.
I felt it running through me.
I kick the sink feeling slightly better. I look through the cabinets eagerly.
"Change." I whisper holding up the scissors. I parted my hair and began cutting.
I had cut my hair up to a little over my shoulders. It was still straight, slight curls falling.
I shook my head looking down.
I threw my hair away sliding on the door.
I felt lost, incomplete.
I got up fixing my now short hair. I walk for the last time down the marble gravel engraved steps.
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