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{Y/N}'s POV

Alone ... empty ... and depressed.

With these emotions I sat on my weird looking bed inside my house. 

I thought of nothing. My brain ... was like an abandoned place and I couldn't feel not even a tint of hapyness anywhere. Since months, I'm looking forward a soulmate or at least a friend. With such a nice inkling or octoling, you can get some happyness. That's what after all my father said all the time, when he was still alive back then. What happened about him I don't want to talk about it. That's clear, I guess.

So, my life consist only of three things:

Wake up,

Turf Wars and

Sleep,

at the end. And this, each fucking day.

Currently I was on the beginning of the schedule and just woke up. I was still very tired because of yesterday, but this didn't hold me back, to make some turf wars today. With a horrible mood, I walked slowly towards the living room and ate some stuff out of the fridge, to fill a tad my stomach. Afterwards, I went to the major door of my house and took my gear, which hung on a clothes rack. Not to forget, the weapon was the most important thing. So went backwards a bit and snapped my lovely weapon, the {F/W}. 

Then I was ready for going outside, so I opened the door and smell first the fresh, cold air. I slowly felt, how the beautiful place out there conjured me a light smile on my face. I lived pretty close to the inkopolis square, so the way towards it wasn't that long. I started to walk and after around six minutes I was already in front of the heart of this world, the inkopolis square. 

The great zapfish on the top of the tower beamed down to the huge place, which was filled with many inklings and octolings. Each girl and boy had different clothes and pretty cool weapons by them. I became slowly jealous, but luckily I had my baby by me, the {F/W}. Since I'm alone, I could already say, that my favourite weapon was my only and therefore best friend. It looked pretty weird for sure, if I said that out loud, so I better let it be and hold it as a secret. Secret best friends, with a 'thing', so to speak. 

Anyways, I headed straight towards the inkopolis tour entrance, and as I looked at the side, I noticed, that Grizzco AG was even close. The timing was ideal, so I went into the lobby and searched after a group, while still smiling weakly. Actually, I only smile, to pretend that I'm fine, but somehow, I had a strange feeling, that today will something happen. But ... what would it even be?

I had no clue at all, so I just forget that quickly and concentrated for the soon coming battle. I instantly got kicked into a group, which wasn't full with eight fighters in total though.

It was a full inkling group and as always, I looked to each into their eyes for a moment. They all looked pretty nice and kind, so I wasn't that afraid, of being bullied again. Yeah, this happens actually pretty much, because they just don't like the way how I fight. I'm not that loud like the others, rather pretty quiet and have hardly the guts to say something. I'm aware of the fact, that team spirit is improtant for the way to the win, but in my case it was always difficult, to put this into reality. 

I don't like to yell, but when I got bullied, everyone are saying all the time, that I should inform the team by yelling commands, if somethings is wrong on my side. 

I hate myself because of this, and I still hadn't the courage yet, to yell at least once something. I tried it each match, but whenever I want to take a deep breath, right before making it, nothing comes out. Nothing, except a small cloud of smoke.