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♕Skull X fearful!fem!Reader♕

Requested by Blurry__fxce

Sorry if it'll might be bad.....
But I still tried my best :) Thx and enjoy!

Y/N's POV

"Y/N? What's wrong? Your shaking again" FF/N suddenly said and sounded pretty concerned.

I almost chocked my milk out, which I just wanted to drink but luckily I swallowed it back into my stomach.

I didn't except such a question today but so slowly I became mofe and more scared, that she/he would find out my weakness.

Yes, I owned one and that wasn't something funny at all. I had it since the beginning of my childhood. It's a huge burden and it didn't decrease even a little bit the past few years.

I had fear. A lot of fear, and this from litarelly everything, which looks scary from my sight on.
I shit my pants while others don't give a single fuck, what I find scary as well.

I really hate this about myself and after several attempts of trying to get rid of that, I knew I'll have to live with that for the rest of my life.

Many squids and octolings noticed this very fast and because of that, nobody wanted to be friends with me.
Nobody wanted to, except one, namely FF/N.

With her I live now since almost one year under one ceiling and I never regretted it. I saw her as my first friend and because of my fear of losing them, I decided not to tell her about my problem.

Actually she would be a great girlfriend, but the only problem was, that we were both straight. After one week we got used to this situation and were both okay with only being friends. It had so many attractive male inklings and octolings anyways, so I doubted to not find anyone in the next few years.

Well, anyways... back to the past.

I was shaking because of only one reason. I'll finally fight against somone, with whom I wished to face since several weeks ago.

And that's the purple team, with Skull.

I actually heard about him only good stuff and was pretty excited for the first meet up, but as FF/N told me, that he's very gloomy, I became a lot of anxiety.
Already at this time my friend got suspicious thoughts and was worried about me.

I actually wanted to hold it as a secret, but since I'll meet Skull soon, I had to tell her now.

I placed my glass of milk onto the table and sighed big at the first place. My friend still looked at me and had her patience in control.

"Okay, this may sound very random, but I have a secret to tell you" I said gentle, while I begun to sweat like crazy.

"What is it?" she asked and smiled, that I'd feel more comfortable. Luckily this was very helpful and so I decided, to say it simple, just like this.

"I'm fearful. I'm scared of... almost everything. It doesn't matter how gloomy and badass they look, I'm getting scared really quickly, especially, when my enemies make special appearance. I'm really sorry that I didn't tell you this earlier but I was scared, that you would tell it the other inhabitants of inkopolis" I confessed and was afterwards a bit facilitated.

I actually thought my best friend would yell at me instantly, but no, she did something else, which surprised me and thus, scared me as well.

She began to laugh really loudly and almost couldn't control her tears of joy. Apparently it was rather funny, what kind of bad disadvantage I owned and this made me sad. I never knew she would laugh me out, but today it happened.