𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐥𝐨𝐞 ✾ (𝐧. 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐩)

THIRTY-FOUR !

DEAR CHLOE !

roro💕
noah
i'm panicking
idk what to do

noahh🧸
rowan
what's wrong?

roro💕
my mom just texted me
my dad is dead
he was drunk on his motorcycle.

noahh🧸
i am so sorry
do you need me to come over?

roro💕
in all honestly i just think i need to be alone right now
fucking hell i know he wasn't a good dad let alone person but he was my father
i mean what now
first i lose my brother, then my best friend, then my dad?
who's next? you? ollie?
oh my fucking god
i'm gonna faint
why did i say that
i cant lose you guys too

noahh🧸
ro stop
you most definitely aren't gonna lose me
i'm sure ollie can say the same

roro💕
i dont even think my sister knows
she's going to lose it
my poor fucking mom
i bet she's hysterical right now. we can't even afford this.

noahh🧸
shh rowan
you need to focus on happiness right now. your mom and the government or some shit will cover the financial stuff.

roro💕
right when everything was going great
hayden moved, my grades are up, i'm dating my crush of like 8 years, i have my best friend
and now the universe wants to play more games and give me this
i'm so fucking done with this

noahh🧸
are you sure you don't want me to come over?

roro💕
please come over in like fifteen.

noahh🧸
i will.
hey, i know it's gonna be really hard to do this but i need you to focus on the good, okay?

roro💕
good? what fucking good is there

noahh🧸
i'll help you.
you have me.
you have ollie.
you have food to eat.
you have an education.
you got to spend 10 amazing years with your brother, 13 with chloe, 14 with your dad.
you have an amazing mom who would go to the moon and back for her kids.
you have your little sister who looks up to you like you're a literal rockstar.
you have your dog.
your ex moved away.
so much more, ro

roro💕
you know i love you right

noahh🧸
i love you too

roro💕
and i mean LOVE
like i'm not saying it like i would say it to ollie or my mom
i know it's kinda a weird time and it's soon and it's over text
but i legitimately love you with every fiber in my body
and you mean everything to me

noahh🧸
how do i deserve you
i'm in love
i'm coming over

KARLEIGH SPEAKS !
i'm really sorry i didn't do this chapter justice bc i have never experienced something this painful. if you have, words can't even describe how strong and amazing you are 💖💞💓💕💝💘

i'm always here to talk