Chapter 12

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FIRST CHAPTER OF 2019 !!!!!👇JUST FOR MY PEEPS🎊🥳

Jessica's POV

All day I've been waiting for the last bell to ring so I can go home and get ready for my date with Stefan. No matter what, time is  going by so slow that at this point I'll leave class just to leave. I hate when this happens like any other time, the time goes by super fast now it just wants to take it's slow little time because I'm ready to go.

Cammie and Jordan kept asking me why I was so Anxious. I couldn't tell them why. It's not a secret or anything but still. I want to just have fun and be happy. Where I don't feel like I have to report back to people. Like dad, it felt like I had to report things to him when all I was doing was asking.

Before dad started cheating on mom. It was the small things that I asked of him to do with me. Father and daughter time, him making dinner, him just acknowledging me. Jordan, he always spent time with. I was jealous, I can't lie. I was the oldest. I thought that he would want to get to know me more because despite me being 17, he didn't really know me. It was always mom seeing that dad just left me hanging. So when I found out he started cheating, I knew that it'll break Jordan's heart just as badly as mom's. I love my mom but all that matters is her trying to fix their relationship. I think deep down she knows but she just doesn't want it to be true.  I shouldn't have to resent the person who was supposed to be my parent but I do.

It was so messed up, that when I turned 16 the first thing I did was go look for a job. I was proud I had gotten the job at B&N on my first interview. It was a big moment for me and dad didn't even blink an eye.

When the bell finally rung, I got the hell out of there. Walking to my car, I reach into my bag to get my keys and unlock the doors.

 Walking to my car, I reach into my bag to get my keys and unlock the doors

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I hop my ass into the drivers seat so fast and drove away. Jordan's going by one of her friends after school so I don't have to wait for her to take forever to get in. Our house is about 20 minutes away from school so it didn't take that long for me to get home and get ready.

First thing I do is take a 30 minute shower because a girl gotta be fresh. When I'm done, I wrap a towel around my body and go to my closet. Looking at my outfits I'm torn. I have a shit ton of outfits and stuff that I've never worn so I pull a few out and throw them across my bed.

 I have a shit ton of outfits and stuff that I've never worn so I pull a few out and throw them across my bed

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Outfit #1

Outfit #2

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Outfit #2

Outfit #3

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Outfit #3

While thinking about what outfit to put on , I go into my bathroom and start on my hair.

 While thinking about what outfit to put on , I go into my bathroom and start on my hair

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Satisfied with how my hair came out, I go back to my outfits. I look over them again, and I know it's crazy but my hair kinda has to Coordinate with my outfit so I go with outfit one. When I'm done putting on my shoes and putting some lipstick and perfume on I hear a beep.

He's outside. Okay. I got this.

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