Nova's Lullaby

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It's Rika at my door.
"Hey bitch where our nigga at?"
I'm sitting here looking confused asf.. I know he ain't hurt me bruh..She pulled out her phone and it's me and Ty.. last night having sex on camera..this..
"I sent it to the whole school" she said laughing
Layla staring at me
"What happened Nov?"
"Nothing..."
"Get the fuck out my house" I say in a serious voice
She laughed the whole way out my house I run upstairs and I look around my room
"Where is it where it is!!" I couldn't find a camera which means he did it.. he played me.. fucked me and took video to hurt me.. why.. would he .. I sat on the ground in tears.. hitting the floor.. I hear Layla run upstairs
"Nov? Nova what's wrong?" She said holding me
"He... he..."
"Shhhh it's okay it's okay I'm calling T"
She grabbed her phone out her back pocket and called T
T-Yeah Lay I'm busssssy
I hear Rico laughing
L- it's serious bring Rico
T-what's going on ?
L-bitch fucking come here!
She hung up and held me..
30 mins later Teshia and Rico pull up and come upstairs
"Nov.. Nova what's wrong"
I couldn't say anything I laid there while Layla held me
"Rico go on Rika's Facebook" Layla said
I then hear my moans.. Ty.. the whole night was a joke.. a mistake.. a joke.
"Nova that's you?"
I nodded
"Ohhh that nigga imma kill him Nova on everything wait till Monday" Rico said calling Fiz..
I sit in the corner of my room and stay there all day even when they tried to feed me and talk to me.. the only thing I did was bath and brush my teeth.. I was too hurt to actually do anything.... After Lay,Rico and T leave I turn on my R&B playlist and fall asleep.. I have flashbacks to that night everything he told me.. that was his motive.. I wake up to my phone being blown up from Ty
"Nova answer me"
"I didn't do it"
"I care man please don't do this" I block his number and look at the rest of messages.. I delete Facebook but I still get screenshots because of Me Lay and T's groupchat
"They saying it was fucked up Nov.. everybody cussing Rika up including her momma"
I just turn my phone off.. I hear a knock on my door it's my mom
"Hey baby I'm home.."
I wiped my tears and said hi
"Baby I heard about what happened I'm so sorry.."
"Mommy please come hold me"
She comes in bed with me and strokes my head just like she use to after my dad use to beat me.. and she couldn't do nothing or he would do worst to her..
" I know you trusted him .. it's okay it's okay let it all out but now you know you know not to trust none of those boys at Ravenel"
I cry more in her shirt.. I ended falling asleep again but wake up from flashbacks of dad..
"Hey baby you okay?" I see my mom up making breakfast and hear my baby sister playing in her playpen..
"Can I please stay in bed momma I don't feel good.."
"Okay baby"
I laid in bed and watched old movies all day.. watching love and basketball, poetic justice, everything.. thinking about Ty I don't even know why I'm thinking about him.. my body been changing and acting different lately..
I hear a knock from downstairs
"Boy you got some nerve bringing your ass in my house!"
"Please Ms.Houston let me talk to her"
"No!! My baby been depressed can't even go to school because of you and that Rika bitch I should kill you!"
I listen hard on the door
"Leave my house and never come back!"
She slammed the door I look from the railing of the stairs.. my momma always been protective over me.. it's a mother love right..I go walk to my room and lay back down in bed.. I fall asleep and weeks go by... I hear a knock at the door
"Hey Ms.Houston is Nov feeling better"
"I'm afraid not.. I'll tell her you guys are here but I don't think she wanna see anybody"
I hear my momma come up stairs
"Hey baby.. Layla Ri'Briya and Teshia here is it okay if they come up"
I nodded.. it's been about 3 weeks since my party and I haven't been to school or left the house nor have I seen any of them since
A couple of mins later they came up the stairs
"Hey boo.. it's been 3 weeks.. you gotta get outta bed..we miss you you missing school you gotta be strong"
I got up and walked to the bathroom I grab this box and took out the 4 pregnancy test and gave them each a test..
"Imma have to.. I'm having a baby.."
They looked at me shooked.. scared.. afraid for me..