The next few days went by in a breeze. It was just a few days till the New year. We just
lazed around most days, it was too hot to do anything. My bruises healed. Not like they
were external, You could hardly notice anything. Just the pain on the inside was bad. I
kept quiet because in all honesty, I didn't want to expose Darius to this. And I also didn't
know what else to do.
New Years eve rolled by, and I cleaned up and decided on the menu for the next day. But
his mother had other ideas so I let it slide and she decided on the menu. It was a very lazy
day. It was really quiet, no one really makes plans on New Years eve I guess. It would
have been nice to have plans but I guess our lack of finances prevented that. Although,
Sean always seemed to have money to drink. He started at lunchtime on New Years Eve.
We haven't had any arguments or disagreements since Christmas day. I had to force
myself to be nice to his mother because I knew what would happen if I didn't. It was
difficult but the last thing I wanted was to get battered again. We didn't speak about that
incident, everything just got swept under the carpet and life carried on as before. I am
generally a very vocal person and especially when it comes to something that's upsetting
me. But in this instance, I had to keep quiet. It was the holidays and I didn't want any
unnecessary problems.
I was seething on the inside. He was just drinking and drinking and I knew that he knew
that I wont say anything. Darius kept me busy though. We played board games and
managed to keep ourselves entertained for most of the day.
Around lunch time, I went to have a smoke. Sean was quite drunk by then and he was
becoming really annoying. What I hated most about his drinking was the incessant
talking. I mean, I talk a lot. And its all good and well to have meaningful conversations but
all that came out of his mouth was utter rubbish. He didn't make sense at all and the
worst part is that he insisted we listen to him. And the repetition was driving me up the
wall. It seemed like he had no idea what he was doing, but he seemed to be coherent
when it suited it. I was starting to get this terrible headache. And the house smelt like a
freaken shebeen. I just couldn't stand it. I managed to get away for a smoke after he went
to the kitchen to pour another drink. I just took my first drag and I heard his footsteps.
Just when I thought I had escaped him. Oh, well. Maybe if I kept my responses to a
minimum, he might get bored and go talk to someone else like his mother. He came in
and lit a cigarette. And the talking started. My mind was elsewhere, I had no intention of
listening to his mumbo jumbo. He won't even notice anyway. He just talks for the sake of
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/98244736-288-k902022.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Reborn
Non-FictionA novel of personal growth By Ms. B This story is about how I survived an abusive marriage for 10 years. How I eventually plucked up the courage to walk away and how I survived the months that followed. How I realised that I wasn't the only one who...