Jenlisa's Curtain [Short Stories]✔️

5- Real (Pt. 5)

LISA

It was a quiet evening, I hear a vehicle arrived outside our house. Food delivery.. And I peeked from my windows, I was wrong.. Its Jennie.. And her guy I squint my eyes to make sure who the guy is and it turned out unexpected.. Its Kai.

ITS KAI. EXO'S KAI.

I hear my heart cracks, its loud enough to make me break.

I laugh at myself, you are so pathetic Lalisa Manoban, who are you to be compared with the guy. He is almost perfect, no..infact he is perfect. Why does it hurt so much, she remembers the days she spent with Jennie, its so beautiful that she want to fall evertime she's with her. I was a joke, Jenlisa was a joke.. I laugh in my cry, I was so in love in the idea of our fandom.. I was so in love with the idea of our shippers, because of them, I found the reason to fall in love.

But..its too good to be true, Im not him, when I realized, Jennie haven't actually declare her sex orientation. Kai is a fine guy and not gay. (lol, what a poetic way to describe how hetersexual this Kai guy is😂) What was this little gay brain have been thinking, hoping Jennie to reciprocate my feeling? Silly me.

Jennie, you said you couldn't dance without me,

See?

You can,

But not with me anymore.
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JENNIE

I was trying to reach Lisa since forever, but she seems more distant to me than before. Everytime I wake up, she isn't at home.. And when I come home, she already went to her room. I want to reach her so much that my body trembles to find her even her silhouette, even her shadow, even her scent. I sent her tons of messages but she ignored them, I feel so hurt..

She doesn't even give me a chance to explain.. I know she is breaking so much, as much as I am, its not easy for me too.

I broke as she broke,

I've been living my days like a souless person, watching her breaking in silence.. I know she listen to music every night, taking screenshot and letting her heart out by posting it in her instagram's story.

Every night,

She breaks,

Over and over again,

She paused at 0:50,

And damn.. I was hit so hard, it leaves me crying all night, why is this so hard for me, for us.. I can't do this anymore..

I will fix this Lisa, I promise..
I'll catch you.

A/N: What Lisa has posted is true, but the screenshots was taken by me, I've seen someone posted Lisa's original post but I can't access it as the publisher of the post has change his account to private