^Jaya Oneshots^

Should've been Me

*Part two version of Fault! Again spoilers for episode 97. This time in a different point of view*

It overwhelmed me.

It was bad enough when we lost Zane.

Nya.

But why him?

He's the strongest.

And yet, he fell.

Why him?

Why him?

Why him?

I thought my screams were heard.

But they weren't.

I thought he would make it.

But he didn't.

My love is blaming it on herself.

She really shouldn't.

It's not her fault.

The city.

City.

City.

Why did they build the ship?

To mock us?

To hurt us?

Was it on purpose?

Or accidental?

It was an accident.

No one could have known.

I should've been me.

It wasn't Nya's fault.

It wasn't.

Was it?

I can't think that!

She would never.

But yet it still happened.

I should've done something.

All I did was watch him struggle.

And then...

Fall.

Why didn't I help?

Why didn't I climb down that stupid ladder!?!

He's gone.

The strongest fell.

Into the darkness.

And for what?

That thruster.

The City.

The City.

The City.

They caused this.

It was a setup.

I'm sure of it.

All I did was watch.

I watched Kai scream at everyone on board.

I watched Cole fell.

I watched Zane's anger flow.

I watched Lloyd's reaction.

I watch the love of my life cry...

I never want to see those things EVER again.

The people.

We do these things for the people.

And all they do is watch.

Or make things worse.

It should've been me.

I should have helped.

I should've been there for Cole.

Lloyd.

Kai.

Zane.

Nya.

But I didn't.

I watched.

Everyone wanted me to fall.

Not Cole.

I can see it in there eyes.

The glares the Ngtv news gave me.

The heartbreak.

This wasn't suppose to happen.

We take everything for granted.

And yet we did nothing.

My love broken.

My brothers broken.

Everything is broken.

The ladder.

The lever.

The thruster.

Everything.

It should've been me.

It should've been.

Me.