AMBW KPOP IMAGINES

Heartache (Mingi)

Song Mingi
Ateez
Angst (Slight)

STAN ATEEZ!!!!!

Have you ever loved someone so much that they're the only thing that ever fills you brain and suddenly you start feeling all giddy? It's a nice feeling, until you hear that they're are in a relationship already. That's the boat I'm in with my 'best friend' Mingi, and its miserable.

I stopped writing as I heard the loud sound of a snapchat notification. It read: 'Snapchat from Him' with a heart and eye rolling emoji. Cheesy, I know. I smiled to myself before opening the snap

'Hey'

Hey

Why are you still up?

'I keep waking up in the middle of the night for some reason'

Maybe you have too much on your mind

'Maybe. But I think I'm fine'

Try going back to sleep

'I can't I'm having girl trouble'

Oh. I thought in my head. Of course he's having girl trouble.....and of course I'm the one he has to talk to about it

I hate doing this all the time. It's the same thing everyday with girl trouble and him talking to me about it. We never have a normal conversation anymore. It's always about her.

Well what's going on with her this time?

'She keeps thinking that I'm cheating on her and she doesn't realize how much I love her'

Ouch...

Well all you ever talk about is her so I don't see how she doesn't see that you love her

'Exactly she says that people keep coming up to her and telling her that I'm always asking for advice regarding her and that I make her sound like a bad person'

I mean you do always ask advice about her but I think this all has to do with insecurities she's dealing with. Just talk to her and give her hug, it's probably what she needs

'Yeah you're probably right. Thanks for being such a good friend its means a lot to me'

Yup. Anytime

I pull my knees up to my chest before curling into a ball and pulling the blankets over my body. I guess this is how it's always gonna be. Him, Me, and this Heartache.

*****

Guys I know I've been gone forever. School work and clubs have been kicking my ass and taking up all my time lol but Im still trying so dont lose faith in me! Love you all~