I think I need to be alone.
Why?
Because I cannot love another soul,
Whilst having so much hate for mine.
I need to search for self-love,
Maybe even operate the hatred out.
But this self-hate is too cancerous,
Not even chemotherapy can cure it.
No, I don't need anyone's love to help me,
I need to create love within me.
I have to battle the hatred with self-love,
You must understand that this is the only way.
So stop telling me how much you love me it how amazing or beautiful I am,
Because that only makes me think that you're feeding me with lies?
It's makes me...hate me more.
I know, these aren't your intentions,
And I know, it's bizarre and unbelievable to hate oneself even more when another is trying prove them wrong.
But to me, it is so.
I hate it.
So please stop trying,
Even if you come with good intentions,
I just need to go on this journey to self-love alone.
YOU ARE READING
Epigrams
PoetryIt appears you've found my book and before you decide to read it's contents, know that... These poems are everything that is me. (Also the cover was made by my buddy FierroThorne!)
