The Diamond Maknae (Jungkook X Reader)

You're out of BTS 🚫

"No" I said glaring at the three youngest boys. "You don't have to tell us your last name! Just your first name!" Hoseok begs and I stood up, the chair making a horrid screeching noise. "I said no" I hiss "c'mon! If you don't we'll search your studio!" Yoongi also persist

Which shocked me. 'Yoongi normally doesn't act like this...why is he being weird. Actually all the boys have been acting weird lately' I thought to myself getting annoyed "that's it!" I say and slam my hand on table

"What's wrong? Is everything ok?" Namjoon asked suddenly becoming worried, I started to rub my temples. Namjoon has been worrying about me like crazy as well, it's different. "Why are you all so different!" I say gripping my hair

"What are you talking about? Are we giving you a headache? We can leave" hoseok says instantly standing up which makes me groan in annoyance. "Stop it! What the hell happened to you all! You guys have been acting so weird!" I shout

I know it seems stupid to be shouting right now but I'm annoyed. These aren't the boys I love. "What? How have we been acting weird?" Jin asked

"Jin oppa you have been trying to feed me 24/7! No matter if I say no you keep trying to give me more food then needed! Yoongi oppa you are always up in my face! Any moment I leave the house you question me like it's an interrogation! Namjoon oppa you always seem to panic at the slightest of shit! The moment I hurt myself you act like I've been dismembered! Hobi oppa every time I have a headache or don't even speak I should suddenly be treated like a baby! Jimin oppa every fucking time I have a lyric for a song you demand to hear it! It's like you don't even fucking trust the shit I write! Taehyung oppa every time i say I'm leaving to the studio you grab me and force me to watch TV with you! Don't you think I would tell you if I want to watch TV! And jungkook oppa!!! You! You...are the worst of them all! You never give me some time to myself! No matter where I am, you're always at least 2 feet away! If I'm in the fucking restroom you wait outside the door! Don't you think I would want some space!" I shout as angry tears fall

"You guys have been acting so weird and different ever since I came home from the hospital to see you all crying three weeks ago! I wasn't even told why!" I shout frustrated as I wiped my tears, they all were silent and had their heads down. "Hug her one last time" jin sighs, he stands up from his seat. He's crying. All of them are.

I was suddenly engulfed in a hug by all seven sobbing boys. "What's going on?" I ask and try to shove them all off "let go of me and tell me!" I say glaring at all of them, the boys fall silent. Finally namjoon spoke "starlight..... you're out of BTS."

"Wh-what? What are you saying?" I ask confused and worried, maybe he means something else. Maybe it's just my insecurities kicking in. "I'm saying we're kicking you out of BTS" he spoke looking me straight in the eye. My heart shattered into a million pieces. "Th-this is a joke right? It's one of those camera pranks, right!?" I say clenching my shirt

He shook his head and I let more tears fall, not ones of anger but sadness. "Wh-why" I choke out as my hands fall to my sides, I feel numb. "W-we read your black spiral....we know everything" jungkook spoke. The moment jungkook said that I fell to my knees gripping my arms in anger, sadness, and fear.

"I.... I'll stop, I'll love myself" I spoke wanting to stay in BTS. I trembled in fear of being kicked out. "No....it's not just that... you're not that great of a singer or dancer" yoongi spoke coldly. I flinched at his words as I slapped a hand over my mouth to block a loud sob. "I-i'll improve, p-please" I beg looking up at them as I gripped my knees.

"No you won't. You won't measure up too us. Give up before things get worse" he spoke with an ice cold attitude. I finally let out a sob and hugged my knees, I looked completely pathetic. Im on the floor, hugging my knees to my chest, while sobbing my eyes out.