For Him [TomTord] [OLD EDITION]

Somethings Forming [Happy Birthday!]

It's scary how fast someone can mean something to you

And it's scary how fast you can mean nothing to them

after Tord biked away, Tom finally started breathing.

The sun hat, rested right on his head where Tord put it. The towel, right over his shoulder.

Tom felt tense, even a bit sick. He was mortified. He could feel himself trembling with every step he took back inside the house.

Why did he feel this way? He wasn't exactly sure. But he had an idea. A small thought. A small little problem, actually.

He entered the soft warm doorway. Laddi was packing her things to leave.

Tom waved goodbye to her, she had finished all of the little invitations and decided to take it upon herself to go deliver them at the houses, she knew the area well and felt it would be more thoughtful to take the extra step to go see the families personally

Besides, she figured she could get some more information, maybe find out who has siblings, who's parents aren't reliable, where one person may live,

Maybe see someone walking, doing an errand, she might even see someone at their job, the list of things she could find out about people goes on.

She's always had her ways in finding information. She wasn't afraid to get her hands dirty.

When she was stuck in the kitchen closet with Tord, that was the only time she would expect herself to show fear like that and it won't happen again. That sense of fear, like a deer in headlights, that's only because she didn't know he would be so ready to end something that quickly.

Tord seemed the type to be sentimental, but at the same time, at a moments notice, he could snap.

She recalled how when she first met him, he seemed to be so desensitized to blood.
Or, matter of fact, anything disturbing

He seemed unfazed at it.

Other times he would even laugh or chuckle at it.

It thrilled him.

But ever since he met Tom,
It was almost as if he was human again.

He had feelings. He had happiness, joy, excitement,

And love.
He had love for him
For himself
For others.

He had morals.

But

He also had no resentment towards anyone that would get in the way of that

Tom made him stable

Did Tord want Tom?
Or did he want stability?

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