Mute

Chapter Eight

I woke up by the sound of someone pounding at my bedroom door. "Alexandra get out of bed right now I can't wait to give you your present." My Father said. I got out of bed with a start I knew what his present would be and I knew I wouldn't like it one bit it was the same one he gives me every time he comes back. I got out not even bothering to change that way I wouldn't have to waste more time and for him to get even more mad.

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When I got out my Father was right there waiting for me with a leather whip I knew that he just bought that because I never saw it before. All of the sudden I felt a burning and tearing of skin on my back. The force of it almost made my knees buckle. I will not give him the satisfaction of me crying in front of him. I felt a stream of blood running down my back.

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I wanted so badly to scream but couldn't after not making a sound for so long it seemed that I had forgotten how. My father brought the whip down one last time it was the most powerful it almost me blackout, but I willed myself not to. I will not let him see me on the floor so defenseless.

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"Get up you filthy peace of shot go to the kitchen and make me breakfast," father said.

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I just nodded while looking at him with my eyes full of hate. He expects me to make him breakfast while I am on the verge of passing out. I walked slowly towards the kitchen with every three steps I would lean against a wall and then continued towards the kitchen. I made him scrambled eggs with bacon and toast. I was so tempted to put rat poisoning in his food that way I could end this for once and for all, but I wasn't going to stoop so low and have a murder on my conscious.

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I went to the dining room where he was waiting for me sitting at the head of the table. He threw a knife at my direction when he saw what I had made him. "This is the best you could do after I have been gone for so long," he said. I just wanted to tell him if he doesn't like it then he could make his own breakfast, but I couldn't so I just settled for giving him a blank stair and not answering to his comment.

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I quickly went to my room before he could say anything else. I got a new fresh pair of close a super baggy black shirt so it would hurt my back much and some grey sweatpants. When I got in the shower I let a hiss of pain when the hot water hit my back. The water was blood red I suddenly felt lightheaded I leaned against the shower wall trying not to pass out. When I felt a bit better I hurried taking a shower and try not to move my back much. When I got out I saw myself in the mirror my face all sunken in and pale I looked down and you could see my ribs and could count every single one of them I turned around and saw five raw red lines running from mid back all the way down my waist. Tears came to my eyes I felt vulnerable and broken beyond repair. I have thought of ending my life but I always stop myself thinking that my life will get better I will have friends and a  great boyfriend that will treat me right and of all the things I still want to do in life.

AN:

I know you guys want to throw tomatoes at me for not updated for so long and that this is not a really long chapter and I will let you guys do it. *bows head shamefully while people throw tomatoes at her.* I really hope you guys like this chapter even if it is short I will try to update this weekend but I'm not making any promises.

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Yulie <3