Please Me (under construction)

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When I woke up the next morning my bed was empty. I knew it wouldn't last long, but she could've waited until I woke up. I hung my head in shame and laid back on my bed. I was still tired from last night and I also wanted to cry. I cried myself back to sleep and curled into a tiny ball.

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When I woke up it was six pm and I was late for training. I hurriedly got dress and ran to the training field. I felt their eyes boring into my back, but I ignored the stares. I tried not to look at her, but I couldn't help it. She looked so beautiful, so stunning. The way she order us to do something had me moaning in my head and submitting to her easily. She is perfect in every way and I'll do anything to have her glance at me, just once. I couldn't get her out of my head. She's always there. Always teasing me into submission. 

I could feel her eyes on me. Scanning my body and making me feel self conscious. I shrunk into myself and I could feel my throat tighten and my heart beat faster. I can't have a panic attack now. In front of the whole pack. I could feel the sweat form on my forehead and I could feel my palms shake slightly. I looked for an escape and I slowly made my way towards it without being spotted. I ran into the forest and then collapsed to the ground panting heavily. I heard approaching footsteps. I ignored it and laid on the ground in the same position.

They stopped in front of me but I ignored them and tried to control my breathing. When they touched me, my body relaxed and I could breathe again. "It's okay, baby." Her sultry voice whispered in my ear. I snapped my eyes opened and sat up quickly. I moved away from her and backed into a tree. I saw a frown take over her face and I hung my head in shame. "What's wrong?"

"You left me. You said you would be there when I woke up but you weren't there." I said with tears running down my face. My throat was closing up as I cried harder. "You promised me." 

"Baby, I had to train the pack today. I would've woken you up but you looked so peaceful and you always look so tired." She explained and cradled me to her chest. I stuffed my face into her breast and lightly sucked on it. She's so beautiful and generous.

"You do like me?" I questioned hopefully. My eyes glossed over in hopes she'll say yes.

"How could I not? You're the greatest boy in the whole world!" She exclaimed and I giggled happily.

"Really?!?" I asked and she nodded her head frantically and placed kisses all over my face. She scooped me up and carried me back to the pack house and we cuddled for the rest of the day.

She accepted me.