BOY NEXT DOOR {namjin}

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏

𝙺𝚒𝚖 𝚂𝚎𝚘𝚔𝚓𝚒𝚗

"Don't go asl- No! She went to sleep! Namjoon, she's sleeping!" I shiver, leaning away from the screen, hiding my face in Namjoons arm. I hear a light chuckle, deciding to ignore it.

"I'm beginning to wonder if you're ever going to sleep because of this movie." The loud noises and screams from the television get paused, making me reveal my face again.

"Why did you stop it?" I ask confused as I reach out to take the remote, only for Namjoon to stretch his arm the other way. "Continue the movie." I whine.

"You've been shivering this entire time, that's not okay." He laughs softly as I continue my mission and try to lean closer to my goal, the remote. "Oh, give it a rest." I sigh angrily as I lift myself on my knees, only to get caught on the blanket that was around me, making me fall onto Namjoon. He was quick to hold me as I feel one of his hands on my waist, making me turn around. Only a few inches were separating us as I gulp.

The lack of light didn't make it clear that I was blushing like crazy. His glasses reflected myself a little bit as I look through them, to focus on his eyes, which were glued onto my lips. I adjust my position. Namjoons hand doesn't leave my waist as the only option was to sit on his lap and strangle him with me legs, which is what I did.

His eyes move to his hand on my waist. He puts down the remote in his other hand as he now uses the freedom to push my hair back a bit. Tomatoes would honestly envy me right now, because I felt like my face was burning up. His hand leaves my face, resting against the side of my arm, slowly going down. His eyes find my lips again as he faintly licks his own.

I sigh carefully as my own eyes focus on his plump lips, making me slowly lean closer until there was only one inch between us. I could feel his warm breath on my lips as I close my eyes and break the distance.

I place my hands on his shoulders and slowly move my lips against his soft ones. It takes a second for Namjoon to reply as both his hands find my waist, pulling me a little closer.

The kiss feels much softer than what I'm used to. Namjoon doesn't force his tongue into my mouth. Namjoon doesn't let his hands roughly roam all over my body. Namjoon doesn't bite down on my lip harshly, drawing blood, to then push me down. Namjoon isn't going to leave my body covered in bruises while I plead him to stop. No, Namjoon is handling me like a fragile thing. His hands almost hovering over my skin, being sure not to squeeze my sides and hurt me. His lips moving against mine in a slow, romantic pace.

I feel water form in the corners of my eyes as these thoughts fill my head. Hoseok was right all along, the way my ex treated me wasn't normal. This is normal. More than normal. It's almost like I don't deserve it, which is why I slowly pull away. I miss the presence of his lips against mine as I lean back, creating an arm distance between us.

"I- I'll g- g- get some extra d- drinks." I stand up, feeling my legs shake as I quickly move towards the kitchen. It was too dark for me to see Namjoons expression as I catch my breath while leaning against the counter. A few tears roll down my cheeks as I turn around, hearing the door slowly open. I quickly wipe them away as I see Namjoon with slightly tinted cheeks.

"I'm really sorry. Are you okay?" He asks carefully. My ex never did, he never asked anything. I just obeyed waiting for it to be over. I nodd with a little smile while I cover my face again.

"I'm more than okay." I sniffle as I feel my hands being removed from my face. I let him as his thumb moves to my face, swiping a tear away while smiling in my direction. "C- can y- you d- d- do it ag- again?"

"Kiss you?" He asks. His eyes lock with mine as I open my mouth to reply. His eyebrows are furrowed a little bit, letting a chuckle escape my lips.

"S- show me how I should be k- kissed." Another tear gets swiped from my face. The same hand cups my cheeks as his other moves to my waist again. He stops when his face is a few inches from mine.

"You're sure?" I reply by closing the gap. His lips move slowly as I place my hands on his shoulders again, slowly moving them down to his chest. this is it, heaven. I feel Namjoon move his feet as I automatically step backwards as well until I feel the counter hit me slightly. "Sorry." He whispers, his lips barely leaving mine as he talks against them. My feet leave the ground as I get placed down on the counter. "I- is this okay?" I nod as he steps in between my legs.

"You look beautiful, you know that?" I blush as his words reach my ears. "Don't cover it when you do things." His lips place a soft kiss on my forehead, making me sigh softly.

"T- thank you." Another tear leaves my eyes.

"Don't cry." He kisses my cheeks softly as his kisses move towards the corner of my mouth until our lips fully meet, leaving a peck on them. "You want to continue the movie?" I smile relieved as he didn't take it further. I hop off of the counter as I take the promised drinks and head to the living room again.

I immediately cuddle back into my blanket as I turn my gaze to see Namjoon slowly enter the living room as well. He takes his place next to me wanting to continue the movie as I stop him.

"You look cold." I move the blanket up to cover the both of us as I lean into his side. Namjoon automatically places an arm around me to give me the ability to cuddle closer to him. I take the chance and rest my head against his shoulder while making my arm rest onto his stomach to his waist to embrace him back. The blanket now keeps the both of us warm. "You can start the movie again."