Broken // S.M

Chapter 27

Cindy's POV:
My heart broke a little more when I heard sobs coming from outside. Shawn was crying and I couldn't help but shed a tear too. He was genuinely sorry and I couldn't help but feel bad but that doesn't change the fact that he kissed his ex girlfriend. The thing that makes me even more upset is that Lauren said that she was his first love.

Shawn never even mentioned her name before and he always told me that I was his first real love. It stings, it really does. After several minutes of thinking I heard him banging on the door again.

"Cindy please" he sobbed. I could hear the pain in his voice and it hurts to see that he's in so much pain right now all because of me.

"I'm so sorry please let me in" he cried. Should I?

I took a deep breath and slowly made my way downstairs but I didn't open the door yet.

"I-I never thought I would be crying over a g-girl" I heard him stutter on the other side of the door.

"But Cindy you're different than all the other girls I met" he continued making me smile a little.

"I know I should've mentioned Lauren before we started dating but everything was so perfect between us and I didn't want to ruin that."

"You make me so happy Cindy" he cried.

"I hate the fact that you're hurt and I hate the fact that I am the one who caused it." He managed to say.

"But I just want you to know that Lauren and I are history. It's over between us and you're the only one I want. I love every single little thing about you" He said taking a deep breath.

"I love the way your eyes brightens up whenever I mention food or just something stupid" he said cracking a laugh making me giggle softly.

"I love the way you scrunch up your tiny nose whenever I try to kiss it." He said making me blush instantly.

"I love your lips because whenever I press mines against yours it feels like all my problems go away for a while. Your beautiful long hair is soft and shiny and it's just so god damn beautiful just like you." He sniffled.

"Your body takes my breath away every single time and the fact that it's mine still feels so surreal" he stopped.

"Well at least I hope it's still mine" he sobbed making my heart skip a beat. I just need to hear a little more before I open this door.

"Cindy I'm in love with you and I can't imagine my life without you anymore" he continued. So close.

"Loving you is the best thing in the world and I don't wanna lose you because of something so stupid" he said cracking his voice.

"Cindy I love you, I love you so so much and I will do anything to make you happy. Please just let me in and let me explain it" he said. Alright it's time.

I slowly opened the door trying to not make any noise and there he was on his knees while his head was resting in the palm of his hands. I slowly kneeled down and just hugged him.

"Oh my god thank god" he cried as his hands found my waist pulling me closer to him. I grabbed the back of his neck with one of my hands and stroked his hair with the other.

"It's okay, let it all out" I shushed him. His grip tightened but I didn't mind. I missed his touch. I missed him even though it's only been a few hours since I last saw him.

"I'm so sorry for everything" Shawn said sobbing into my hoodie. I didn't say anything and just hugged him tighter. Even though he broke my heart while I saw him kissing someone that wasn't me, my heart was saying that he was the one for me and I'm highly convinced of that. All the tears that we shared says it all. We belong together. We were meant to be.