19.The Fallen God

7 * I wanna know what you're feeling

7 * I wanna know what you're feeling

"Jesus...please...please sit, sit in your seat" I ask her fast which makes her startled and moves away asap "W-what? What? Did I hurt you?" I deny with my head while hold my lower part and lean my head against the steering wheel

....

After that I drive her back home, I know she got frustrated just like me
I can feel her stare on me wondering why the hell I stopped her and I feel bad because I can't tell her at least not yet, that's why I've been hiding my thing so well that she doesn't know anything at all

She even got mad when we were younger because I rejected many offers from her when it came to sleepovers at her house, I can't totally control myself and that thing gets hard and big whenever it wants

I stop in front of her house and I can listen her sighs "Wheeiny...I am sorry I..." she doesn't even allow me to end "No worries, you know I've been wondering what is wrong with you but you don't want to be honest about it or even tell me, you always say that you are sick or you are....uhg I don't know and..." she takes a deep breath and look out of the window...shit, I know she is confused and sad

"I can't tell you now but I promise that I'll do it soon please don't get upset with me!?" she nods but doesn't look back at me and just slides out of my car, I can see her back disappear when she gets inside of her house...she didn't even say bye

The next day was dull, knowing that Wheein is upset with me makes me sad...she didn't even send a text of good night nor good morning ☹...shit

I am getting ready for the big night...today is our prom day...yesterday before sleep I was thinking about what if I ask Wheein to be my girlfriend? After that I can think better to tell her about my thing!

Wheein doesn't know the surprise that I'll give her....

I slid inside my red Porsche, I look at my Rolex watch before "mmm 4pm" I press the gas pedal of my car, I love to speed it so deep...that wonderful feeling of adrenaline running through my body

While I drive I am thinking about what will happen with us after the prom...what will happen?

I press the gas pedal so deep not getting enough, I need a new car!

Shit....I am nervous and worried about my future...I mean yes I am billionaire because of my family but I really don't know what to do with my future, there are many questions and things that I wanna do...I wonder if Wheein wants to be part of that future?

Once I arrive at her place, I smile when I see her walking out of her house....I feel things in my stomach, you know that wonderful feeling when you have someone waiting for you, makes you feel so special

I slid down of my car and walk to her...she looks so gorgeous that I am actually in awe right now