19.The Fallen God

61 * Before The Real Wedding 2/2

61 * Before The Real Wedding 2/2

Moonbyul stands up when Solar drops her head on her hands and starts crying inconsolable, she kneels behind Solar and surrounds her arms around Solar's trembling body and places the coffee between Solar's hands...

Solar gets startled first but then appreciates the warmness of the coffee between her cold hands and the warmish hands covering her hands, she loves and hates person surrounding her cold body with those warm arms...She can feel Moonbyul's thumbs caressing her cold hands and the heaviness of the latter's head on her back

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*Still Friday*

"Why were you crying?" again Solar is quietly shaking her face side to side "I'm going to ask this for the last time... did you have a fight with him?" again Solar just shakes her face side to side denying Moonbyul's assumptions "Solar I just want to help you, we are friends....please let me help you!"

"Is nothing for real..." Solar whispers but Moonbyul interrupt her "Don't say is nothing when you were crying your eyes out for the second time in this studio, I mean I don't care if you use it and touch my things....because after all mine will be yours and yours will be mine....we are friends and friends should take care of each other, do you think?" Solar gulps...

There, just right there is the problem, being friend-zoned has never hurt as much as it hurt right now but that is all she could have with Moonbyul...for fucks say what was she hoping but there her heart doesn't want to stop hopping, it is delusional

"In two days we'll be married and just after that we'll have our honey moon and we will bring Erock and Hwasa so you must tell me if you don't want to bring him so I can do something about it...or did he....did he punched you or did something like that? Did he Physically abused you?" Solar shakes her head but smiles slightly

"Why...why, why are you smiling like that?" Moonbyul asks, still on her knees in front of Solar who is sat on the duet bench while Moonbyul is holding both of her hands, surely she is enjoying seeing Moonbyul like this on her knees in front of her and with that sight on her face, a worried and something else that she can't comprehend in Moonbyul's eyes

"Is not Erock....is Eric Nam and don't worry, he will come and nothing happened, I just felt somehow depressed...." Moonbyul nods and bites her lower lip "I know you don't want this marriage as much as I do and I apologize but remember you can have a child with Er...Eric...while we are together just for the public in these 3 years, I won't force you to anything, I don't want you to suffer thinking that I'll force myself on you because that won't happen, I respect you because you are my friend and I appreciate you; you are beautiful my friend and I don't want anyone to hurt you....I'll protect you against people who may want to hurt you so if he ever tries to do something I'll cut his balls...we are friends remember that Solar" Solar shows a sad smile while nodding, she appreciates that Moonbyul is doing an effort

Moonbyul nods but her eyes go wide open when Solar throws on her hugging her neck tightly, they stay there for a long moment, in that warm embrace

"Have you eaten?" Solar again shakes her head and Moonbyul giggles "Talk, talk Solar-ssi! Come with me" Moonbyul offers her hand and Solar's eyes become bright and her smile becomes wide, with the contact of their hands now united Moonbyul stays there in front of Solar who is now standing in front of her, she smiles widely for Solar "Leggo!"

Now Solar is sitting across of Moonbyul who has just served her some food "Did you cook this?" Moonbyul lifts her sight with her cheeks full of food "Mmm..." and with this Solar smiles widely seeing the cute hamster with her cheeks full "Have you cocked this?" Moonbyul lifts her eyebrows and nods and then she turns her attention back to the eggs with bacon and coffee