my favorite part • chris evans (bwwm)

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"Are you okay?" Chris asked as they entered the 2 bedroom Los Angeles apartment that Phoenix shared with her cousin, Gwen. Because she knew Chris was coming, Gwen opted to stay at her parents house to give them privacy.

"Yeah, I guess." Phoenix shrugged while walking straight towards her bedroom, turning on the lights afterwards.

Chris followed behind her like a loyal puppy and examined her room for the first time ever. Her bed was in the center of the bed, covered by a fluffy white comforter. On top of the comforter was 3 rows of pillows: a large gray pillow sat in the back with 2 smaller black and white striped pillows ahead and a fluffy white pillow in the front. Her walls were filled with black and white framed posters of popular movie franchises: Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, and finally the Avengers. There were two bedside tables on either side of the bed; one with a white lamp and a silver MacBook Pro and the other with a mini cactus and a picture of Phoenix, Julie, and their parents. Across the room was a flat screen tv mounted onto the wall with a PlayStation 4, Xbox one and Blu-ray player sitting on the dresser underneath.

"Your room is nice."

"Thanks." Phoenix responded blankly.

"Are you mad at me?"

"No but I'm going to use you to get over who I'm actually mad at." She replied honestly.

Chris didn't know exactly what she meant by that until she pushed him onto her bed. It didn't take her but a minute to undress him - starting with his pants, she unbuckled his belt before sliding his black pants down his legs. Moving onto his shirt, she unbuttoned the white fabric with a sense of urgency and tossed it on the ground afterwards. In her final motion, she yanked his boxers down quickly but gently.

When she finally met his gaze, she found that he was looking at her with more lust than she had ever seen from him and used that as the reassurance she needed.

After undressing herself, she positioned herself on top of Chris before sitting on his lap.

Chris tilted his head back as Phoenix allowed him to slide into her. "Fuck."

He attempted to rest his hands on her hips only for Phoenix to swat them away. He tried again with the same result which made him decide to just put his hands behind his head and watch as his girlfriend did what ever she needed to blow off steam.

Not even five minutes in, there was a faint knock at the front door. Both Phoenix and Chris ignored it until the quiet knock turned loud and consistent.

"I'll be right back." Phoenix sighed and removed her body off of Chris's, putting on his shirt which was lying on the floor. She then covered his naked body with a blanked before making her way to her bedroom door, stopping past the mirror first to make sure she looked at least somewhat presentable. By that time, the knocking had subsided but Phoenix could feel there was a guest inside her apartment.

When she exited her room, she found Jordyn sitting on the couch and mentally scolded herself for giving her a key.

"Um hey." Jordyn looked down at her shoes.

"What are you doing here?" Phoenix asked, skipping the pleasantries.

"I needed to talk to you."

Phoenix crossed her arms over her chest. "You have 2 minutes."

"Luka and I were super drunk." Jordyn justified. "I barely even remember what happened that night. All I know is I woke up naked next to Luka the next morning. I am so sorry, Phoenix."

"Interesting." She replied in a monotoned voice. "What I want to know is the reasoning behind telling me this tonight at my sister's rehearsal when you had literally any other time?"

"I told Julie about it when it happened and she-"

"Julie knew about this too?" Phoenix scoffed. Because her sister's wedding day was in two days, she decided not to even mention the situation at all to Julie until the wedding festivities came to an end. There was no way she was going to let stupid drama get in the way of Julie's big day, regardless of how disappointing it was to hear she had prior knowledge.

"I just needed advice and Julie-"

"Don't even think about coming to her wedding on Sunday." Phoenix cut her off for the second time. "Julie is my blood and at the end of the day, I'll always be loyal to her. You, however, are not. I would like for you to leave and give me space."

"Just let me explain."

"No Jordyn!" She snapped. "I need my fucking space and you should respect that. I'm tired of Luka's drama and I'm tired of yours... I'm cool on both of you. Now, leave."

"Okay." Jordyn raised her hands in defeat.

Phoenix didn't even wait for her to leave before she headed back into her room, slamming the door behind her.

The fact that barely a month ago, Luka was claiming to be in love with Phoenix got under her skin. She didn't understand why Jordyn encouraged her to forgive him and repair their friendship in the first place. But what bothered her the most was that neither Jordyn nor Luka were being honest in the fact that it wasn't just a drunk hookup, they had feelings for one another. Rather than lying straight to her face, honesty would've gotten them quite far and eventually, they would've earned Phoenix's forgiveness and continued friendship.

Living in such close proximity to Hollywood gave everyone a bad reputation for being dramatic and fake from the view of those outside of California; and a part of that was actually true. Being around Tom, Chris and pretty much the entire cast and crew of Infinity War made Phoenix realize friendships shouldn't ALWAYS have drama and tension. The good times should out weight the bad times and that wasn't the case with Jordyn and Luka.

"Is everything okay?" Chris sat up on the bed as Phoenix re-entered.

"Not really, no." She admitted while making her way over to where her boyfriend laid nakedly.

"I'm so sorry."

"You have absolutely nothing to apologize about." Phoenix assured as she cuffed his face in her hands. "You are the sweetest, kindest person I know."

"I don't want you to be upset." Chris said, smoothing down a wrinkle from his shirt that she was wearing. "Do you maybe wanna talk about it instead of just having sex?"

"No." Phoenix answered instantly. She hovered over Chris before once again sliding down on his member.

Chris took a second to gaze upon her big brown eyes as she bounced up and down on him. He allowed her to be on top and control the pace for a few more minutes before flipping them over so that her back was resting on the bed. He gave her face a gentle stroke with the back of his hand while thrusting in and out of her.

"Chris, I'm-"

He cut her off with a kiss. "You said you didn't want to talk so don't."

She squirmed under him before peeling his body off of hers and guiding him down her. His fingers trailed from her breasts to her thighs, stopping in between her legs. Chris then placed a kiss on her belly button before moving down to the area that was aching for his attention.

"I'm gonna make you forget about everything else."

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