Neighbor? Neighbor| Taekook| Completed

22.

Taehyung was startled, actually more than startled when he felt jungkook's soft pair of lips over his.

His eyes widened and his heart went flying out of his chest. He never even in his wildest dreams thought that he would be able to kiss jungkook. Actually, he never thought that jungkook would kiss him.

He didn't know what to do, his body had stiffened but feeling the other's lips moving over his making him feel the tingles, the red blush over his face was obvious

He didn't even know what to do with his hands. He could only feel how soft the other's lips were over his.

If this is a dream, let me sleep for longer

He closed his eyes and started moving his lips against jungkook's as he couldn't help smiling, clutching jungkook's shirt while the other kept his hands over taehyung's waist, pulling him close

They couldn't even figure out what they were doing, it was all mystic. Jungkook loved the feeling of taehyung's lips over his, it was as if he wanted nothing else than this

Then realization hit jungkook. He pushed himself away from taehyung who was confused as fuck why jungkook did so.

Jungkook cupped his mouth as he gasped

"Oh my god, tae! I-i'm so sorry, i never meant to kiss you! I don't know how it happened!" Jungkook stuttered as he backed away from taehyung

Taehyung was flabbergasted. His chest tightened as his heart shattered. 

"I-i thought you were eun-bi. I'm so sorry" jungkook apologized continuously but taehyung couldn't hear him over the feelings bundling inside him

Tears started to form on the brim of his eyes. Threatening to fall, but he didn't want to show jungkook how hurt he was because he never meant the kiss.

"I-it's fine" taehyung gave him a pressed smile, his breath suffocating him from inside.

"L-let's forget that this k-kiss ever happened" jungkook stammered as he blushed, hiding his ashamed face by looking at the floor, not able to meet taehyung's eyes

Of course he doesn't love me or something so that he would get hurt

Yet here was the guilt written over jungkook's face, feeling so hurt from the inside.

"Y-yeah, let's forget" taehyung groggily chuckled out as he hid his face from jungkook so he couldn't see his tears.

Both decided to let it go and then came out of the bathroom. It was hella awkward for them now as they sat on the couch, fiddling with their fingers while thinking shall they talk or not.

Jungkook couldn't help but bring his thoughts to taehyung's lips. Oh how magical it felt when they kissed, as if their lips were meant to mold together.

He cleared his throat to speak, he doesn't like when taehyung doesn't talk to him, it's as if listening to taehyung's voice has become his habit

"Tae....i wanna share something with you" jungkook said but didn't get any response and saw that taehyung was dazed so he decided to shake him

"Huh?" taehyung came back to reality. Which feels bitter to him, where the one who loves, loves someone else.

"I wanted to share something with you. I couldn't even tell this to my mother or eun-bi, but i feel like i can share this with you" jungkook said and fiddled with his hands while looking down

"Tell me things you wouldn't tell your mother" taehyung smiled. Though jungkook breaks his heart million times, he would still smile for him and listen to what he wants to say

After all, he loves him

"There's something going on between me and eun-bi lately. We don't get enough time for us in our relationship. She works in the morning, i work at night and whenever we get time, she either goes for shopping or goes out with her friends. It's as if i mean nothing to her. But i love her, tae or maybe i don't know what it is now. I wish she could be there for me like you are, making me happy when i feel sad" jungkook said, tears slipping out of his eyes. Everything happening nowadays makes him feel so overwhelmed that he can't contain his feelings anymore. He put his hands over his face and cried in them

I know that she won't love you like i love you.

But what am i to you that you would love me

Taehyung sighed before pulling jungkook into a hug. Jungkook was startled because of the hug but made himself comfortable in the hug, taking in taehyung's sweet and calming scent

Taehyung let his own tears fall, the ones he was holding on for so long.

"Tae, you're crying?" jungkook sniffled

"Ah! I'm sorry, i just couldn't handle it, i am not in a relationship but seeing you like this makes me feel what you feel" taehyung lied. 

"Hey! You're not lonely. You have me, we can bake so much more sweets. I'll never let you feel that you're lonely" jungkook took taehyung's hands in his and taehyung gave him a broken smile

"T-thanks" he stammered out, the lump in his throat suffocating him

Jungkook hugged taehyung back who smiled and hugged him back

"You're my bestest friend taehyung" jungkook grinned

"Yes, i'm your best friend"