Worth It - NBA Youngboy

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Kentrell's P.O.V.

*3 weeks later*

It's been 3 weeks since she left me. I been in the studio nonstop. Only thing keeping my head on right na. I never meant to hurt Asia. My childhood ain't no excuse no more. I been drinking lean and taking aderall. I been focused very focused. I don't like this. I wanna cry but I can't. I call t talk to Kind soon as I'm done all I hear is "Tell dada bye and you love him." Soon as she do the phone hang up. I can't even talk to her. I've tried calling blocked. She hear my voice she hang the phone up. I miss the fuck out of ha. I made my way home and just laid in my bed. I heard somebody at the door.

"Damn you look sick as fuck." Quando said walking in the room sitting on the bed next to me.

"Ian even gone fake ian been feeling the best lately think I'm coming down with some, my forehead and shit hot, but it's cold as a bitch." I said getting under the cover pulling my hood over my head.

"You being serious but you can make up a song to that shit. Call it...Gangsta fever." Quando said rubbing his chin.

"That sound nice as a bitch, I got a home studio." I said stretching getting up, this shit hurt but I need to record this song. This from the heart. Quando got up and followed behind me.

"I need a beat, like na." I said sitting down cutting on the shit.

"It need a nice, slow, melody type beat ." Quando said moving some shit around making a nice as best come on. "Gone hop in that booth and let yo heart sing." So that's exactly what I did.

I speak the truth, I don't wanna be with no one else
If I say "fuckin' around was worth it"
Even though I ain't perfect, it'll be a lie
Stand-up guy, never sit quiet, I could say I always tried
But now I don't want nobody around and they wonder why
Electric Slide, chopper spit static when we let off fire
Been livin' wild, killers outside while I'm standin' up in trial
I ain't choosin' sides, don't come outside, he know that shit was foul
She a ride-or-die, she could've left and she ain't leave my side
On the road somewhere all alone
But my mind and my head, it ain't there, baby
Off the pills, I just need to relax, baby
Insecure about myself, oh
I just want to know why I can't
Seem to secure your love
Real gangsters in disguise
They wonder why, slime
I, oh, oh, oh
Think I'm better off by myself
Think I'm gettin' the gangster fever
Oh, think I'm gettin' the gangster fever
Them niggas playin', got my money now, bitch, it's 'bout time
(Bow, bow, bow, bow, bow)
Back to back, bitch, what up now?
Made nigga got plenty figures, what I wouldn't do for my child
Painted that image like I ain't shit, but I'ma burn it up now
I gotta show this hoe now, bitch, I ain't playin'
Same niggas talk that shit, they don't know nothin' 'bout bein' a man
I been misused, I been mistreated, what the fuck they don't understand?
But they show sympathy for somebody who ain't got no dick inside they pants
Think like a man
On the road somewhere all alone
But my mind and my head, it ain't there, baby
Off the pills, I just need to relax, baby
Insecure about myself, oh
I just want to know why I can't
Seem to secure your love
Real gangsters in disguise
They wonder why, slime
I, oh, oh, oh
Think I'm better off by myself
Think I'm gettin' the gangster fever
Oh, think I'm gettin' the gangster fever
I, oh, oh, oh
Think I'm better off by myself
Think I'm gettin' the gangster fever
Oh, think I'm gettin' the gangster fever

"Damn bitch you can sing." Quando said wiping his eyes once I came out.

"Bitch you crying?" I said laughing while listening to the song. Imma drop this bitch tonight. It was perfect the first time around. Just like shit with Asia until I fucked shit up.

"Aye you need to go get in the bed." Quando said looking at me funny.

"I'm about to I need some water." I said walking towards the kitchen going in the refrigerator getting a bottle out.