Fall for me -You X Vanessa Merrell- (gxg)

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"So you're telling me, you spent the night at her house!?" My best friend asked in confusion

"Yep, and she said she was sorry, I didn't even think that was possible." We laughed falling on top of each other.

"You know I'm going to kick Eli's ass into next week. Like imma beat him so bad he won't remember his name." I laughed at my friend's confidence. "It's fine, you don't have to." We sat on the front steps of my house smoking and catching up.

"This is nice, I feel like we haven't done this in a while." Lauren takes a hit and passes it back to me. "That's because we haven't, Eli wouldn't allow me." I leaned back on and took a deep breath. "He's a dick," we laughed even more than we should have but it felt good. I might have been high, but I felt free and I wasn't trapped anymore

"This past month was shit, I need to come out." The green-eyed girl nearly coughed to death when the words escaped my mouth. "Shit really? I'm proud of you! I have to tell the girls about this!" She pulled out her phone and began texting in the group chat.

"Woe, slow yo roll! If I'm coming out I want to be the one to tell them. Also, I want to come out to someone first." She raised an eyebrow. "Are you gonna come out to Vanessa?" the brunette asked and I nodded my head. She squealed in excitement and pulled me into a hug.

"YES!! I am soooooooooo proud of you!!" she hugged me tighter and it was making it harder for me to breath. "Ok ok, don't kill me now," she lets go and smiles the biggest smile ever. "So, when are you going to do it??" she wiggled her eyebrows making me chuckle

"Well... she did invite me to watch stranger things tonight-" I was cut off by high pitched squealing again by the green-eyed girl. "Sounds so romantic, what's better than stranger things? Just make sure to eat something before you go over there with the munchies."

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Lauren was right, this was romantic! But not for me, unless sitting on the sofa in the middle of two couples making out is "romantic". To my left was Vanessa or Nessa sitting on Kian's lap kissing it up. To my right was Veronica and Aaron snuggling up to each other and kissing every few seconds.

I quickly moved to the floor when I kept getting kicked every 5 seconds. I felt I was the child of the newlywed couple and they brought me on their honeymoon. I gave up on watching stranger things and went to the bathroom, then I got a text from Eli.

Eli♥: come over to my house and we won't have any problems

Eli♥: we could put the whole "I'm gay" thing behind us

Eli♥: and go back to the way it used to b😉

I felt revolted that he wanted to just forget about me being gay. If I want to come out I can't go back to Eli

Me: Go fuck urself, Eli!!

Eli♥: I won't hurt ur little gf if you come over 😏

Me: wut r u talking about? I don't have a gf

Eli♥: I'm not stupid I see how u look at Veronika

Me: 1. its Veronica. 2 I'm not dating Veronica or Vanessa

Eli♥: if u come over now ill go easy on you

Eli♥: and ill maybe think twice before I fuck up ur gf

After a few minutes of texting back and forth, I broke down crying, in Vanessa's bathroom, like a pathetic loser. I guess I was crying a little loud because I heard a knock on the door.