^^^^^
' I feel your absence like a lost limb,
a supposed constant,
something you rely on -
but it's missing.It still catches me off guard,
makes my heart stutter with the shock of it.I feel the missing when I hear your favourite song on the radio,
or when I instinctively turn to rest my head on your shoulder.I put weight on something that isn't there anymore,
because it used to be there,
it should be there -
but it isn't,
and I fall,
and my heart stutters,and the realisation that you're gone,
missing,
lost to me forever,
rips open the already fragile sutures holding me together.And I bleed,
and bleed, and bleed.You should be here,
you should be here,because our souls are intertwined,
but you've been amputated from me
and I will always feel the missing. '^^^^^^
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Smoke Clouds || Billy Hargrove { 1 }
Fanfiction'He gazed into her teary eyes, she ran her thumb over his bruising cheek. Smoke blew through their lips, mingling in their air. She couldn't stand to see him hurting, he couldn't stand to see her cry.' || Stranger Things || || S2 - S3 || || Billy H...