Chapter 14

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(Fikr ki raat main tu sukoon ki neend hai)

Sorry for typos

Khushi:
Dev and I have been hanging out a lot lately. I liked having him around while he liked having me around. I haven't told about this to anyone, not even to my Bffs. If I say them, I know they will tease me a lot. But lately, Deenu has been very busy with Kabir that sometimes I feel like she forgot us. I mean, I know he came back after so long but we have always sticked with Deenu. I was driving back home while these all thoughts were running through my mind. I don't know why but I felt like Deenu is sort of going away from us.

I got home and saw Nabiha watching a part HARRY POTTER for the millionth time. I went and sat next to her. There were many things I wanted to say her but I didn't have courage. Nabiha looked at me and was like 'Wanna say something?? Is everything fine?' I smiled and lied 'No. Yea, everything's perfect'. I went to our room and buried my face on my bed, I wanted to cry, I wanted to scream I don't know why. Everything I did reminded me of Anmol, he was my first love. Tears started dripping off my eyes. I silently cried. Suddenly my phone started ringing, it was my Mom. She is calling me after 7-8 months.

Khushi: Hii Mom. How are you??
Khushis's Mom: Hey. I am good. What happened?? You sound so low.
Khushi: Nothing Maa just work stress.
Khushi's Mom: Just because I don't call you more often or don't spend time together doesn't mean I don't know my daughter. Tell me what happened??
Khushi: Maa can I call you after 5 min?? I promise, I will.

She said yes. I disconnected the call and went to the living room and said 'Nabu I am going out for a walk, will be back in an hour. Will have dinner together. I went to the terrace and called my Mom and bursted into tears.

Khushis's Mom: Beta what's wrong?? Why are you crying?? Tell me beta.
Khushi: Mamma I don't know. I feel so lost. I don't feel like me. I am just fed up with my life. Nothing goes right, everything's wrong.
Khushis's Mom: Mera bacha don't cry. Listen to me, you know when our life doesn't go the way we want it to go, we feel our life sucks but when our life goes the way we want it to go, we feel our life is the best. It's not how our life goes, it's how we see our life. When we get confused in our life or if we are fed up with our life, ek baat yaad Rakha
'Jo karna hai woh karenge,
Jo hoga woh dekha jayega,
Upar wale ne jo bhi likha hai acha hi likha hai'
Life main jo bhi hota hai ek reason ke liye hota hai or woh reason Hume future main strong hona sikha ta hai. Believe in yourself, love yourself and Remember I love you beta and will always be there for you whenever you need me. I am just a call away.

Mom and I had a long conversation after ages. I felt so relieved after talking to her. No one can be a better listener or guider than a Mom.

Heyyy. Wassup?? I don't feel good these days tbh I feel so lost and lazy, due to which I take time to update. Sorry.

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