Vento aureo × Reader

- chapter 9 -

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That's a remix I found today, I'm obsessed with it and I wanted to share, I'll be listening to it while writing this chapter.
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Starting time: 22:10(CEST)

We are out the maison, fugo leading the way as we walk to a normal looking car, nothing catchy or extravagant, a black car. You guessed that fugo would be the one driving, it's illegal but, they're all part of the Mafia, what do you expect? You're holding the rabbit in your palms, it's nuzzling in them and you just can't help but smile, such cuteness must be protected. As much are you're happy at the moment, there's no denying that you're still under stress but you're doing your best to hide that. You also have to remember that you need to talk to Bruno about something when you get back from the restaurant, you're planning on being helpful to the group.

You all get to the car, you all enter; fugo goes to the driver's seat, mista in the passenger seat and You, Narancia and Giorno in the back seats, Narancia sitting in the middle of you and Giorno. The car starts moving, Mista and Narancia are chatting, Fugo commenting here and there. You are simply looking out the window, Petting the rabbit. You can't help but think, think of abbacchio and bucciarati, you do have an idea of how bucciarati can be, he might be stressing himself at the moment and it's not even his fault. Your chest feels heavy, it has been feeling heavy all this time but it's becoming worse and you're struggling to breathe.

You wonder, why, why you? You loved that guy, he was one of your favourites but now, now what are you supposed to fee- NO! you should not think about this, you should let it go, you're a strong young woman. There's something choking you thought, like a ball in your throat, it's making you unable to talk- unable to breathe and the weight on your chest is making the situation worse.

'Stop thinking- stop thinking about this!' you tell yourself but you can't. You have these guys protecting you, they're here with you so nothing will happen-.. right? You're suddenly scared, of what? You don't know. You can feel yourself out of oxygen, you're gasping, you start shaking- is this a panic attack? Your shoulders are shaking but your hands are numb, why can't you feel them?! You feel yourself sweating, you're suddenly dizzy and feel like fainting- you're gasping, it feels like no one is around but everyone is looking at you, you're so terrorised- why is this happening?! You can't control yourself, you see black spots, you can't tell what you're looking at-

"(Y/N)!" "O-oi what's going on?!" "I think she's having a panic attack-" you hear as someone shakes your shoulder, you don't feel the car moving anymore, it probably stopped. "Open the car doors, let air get in- she might be struggling to breathe, at least get some fresh air in!" You hear Giorno saying, rather loudly. "Where's the water bottle- it was here! Get her some water goddammit-" you hear Fugo. Fugo got out his driver seat and opened the door next to you then kneeled down slightly, patting your back, "(Y/N), breathe slowly, breathe in slowly- don't panic anymore, we're here." Fugo guides you and you try to follow, Narancia is screaming and being loud which is making everything worse- mista Is acting nervous- "Mista and Narancia, get out the car." Giorno, in an almost Commanding tone, tells them. Narancia wiggles on giorno to get out, sense he was in the middle and mista Simply opens the door and walks out, not closing it to get some fresh air in, you're left with fugo and Giorno

Giorno found the water bottle under the front seat and he opens it, waiting for you to calm down a bit so he gives it to you, if he makes you drink the water now, you might choke. Fugo is rubbing your back, reminding you to breathe as you follow his commands. You're sweaty, your face is red from the frustration, heart is facing but is calming down- you're still slightly shaking but you feel your hands back, they're not numb anymore. "Good, take this- drink some water, it's ok" Giorno command you while handling a water bottle, his smooth voice calming you, you move one hand to grab the bottle, your hand is still slightly shaking.