Chapter 35 - who am I?

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( 'italics'  = in your head
'bold' = ???????'s voice)

I woke up in a bed. Gasping for air I shot up looking around my surroundings.

Where am I?

A voice spoke into my mind-
Your aunts home
I didn't question the voice. It made sense. It didn't matter. I got up and looked at myself. Noticing my features. Huh weird- I didn't remember what I looked like. I didn't know what to expect before looking in the mirror. I have ... dark blue hair - very dark almost black. Pale moon like skin and almost black eyes... like the night sky. I grabbed a brush and began to brush it.

Wait... what's my name?

Y/N  L/N

What happened last night

You got drunk and passed out.

Drunk? I don't remember drinking... I mean papa would never -

"Papa..." I spoke aloud. I was confused. I had a father - I must. But what- where was he? Why don't I remember how he looks. As quick as the thought came it left. I soon began to get ready for the day. I walked into the bathroom. I began to brush my teeth. I looked in the mirror and was about to finish after one minute

No , baby tooth would like that-
Wait who's baby tooth?

NOT IMPORTANT

The voice shook me too the core - but once again the name slipped my mind .
Odd
I washed up and changed into proper clothes to go out in. As I walked outside and I noticed something. Streets empty. The wind cold and seemed sad in an odd personification way. I walked through the empty streets the the grocery store. I walked past a toy shop. I smiled softly at the Christmas decorations.
"That's right Christmas is coming up, Saint Nicholas will have his work cut out for him -." A sudden memory flashed in my mind.

A tall man with a white beard held me up as I chipped away at a massive ice sculpture.
"North!! This is seriously such a bad idea!!"
The male laughed a booming laughter
"There is no such thing! Bad idea- that nonsense!!"
As he laughed he began to tip over- and soon enough I began tipping.
"No no no no no no-." I was cut short falling onto North. I laid on his chest as we collapsed onto the floor. We both broke into a fit of laughter. He patted my head gently
"Alright- maybe one bad idea"

The flash ended and I held my head in a pained manner. A random civilian rushed over to me
"Are you alright miss?" She asked. I nodded
"Yes yes thank you- just a migraine"

The women walked away and I began to continue on my path. What was that memory- this memory... did not fade away like the others... I wonder what that meant. But that couldn't possibly be real.
Yea
It's just ...
imagination

I walked past a dentist office - their stood a sign shown a stereotypical fairy saying 'brush your teeth!! I like them when they shine!'. A kid stormed out of the dentistry -

"I'm telling you!! The tooth fairy has feathers!!"
A little girl stormed after him
"No she doesn't!! She's not an ugly bird"

Without thinking I spoke

"He's right you know- she has feathers all though she looked more like a sparkly humming bird-." I cut myself off. The two children looked at me awkwardly before walking past. I began to walk away quickly. How did I know that? Who was I talking about?? And why did I say that. Another flash.

"Tooth!! Tooth!!" I walked into a giant palace- little mini fairies flying around. The tooth fairy zoomed in front of me and smiled
"Oh hey sweet tooth!! What's up!"
"I- I have this friennddd- who likes a guuuuyyy and I - she doesn't know how to tell him she likes him without ruining their already pretty bomb relationship" I spoke clearing my throat. She folded her arms at me before nodding at a few fairies. She took my hand gently and lead me to a balcony. We both stared at the beautiful view- green and blue and yellow hues of plants and every kind.
"Their are things we often know we cannot tell at a certain time- everyone keeps secrets til they are prepared to tell" she explained. I huffed a bit
"What? Secrets? You ? Impossible" I smirked a bit. She let out a soft giggle -
"Yes... see memories can be so sweet and warm and fuzzy but they can also be painful and harmful. The thing about having a previous life and remembering it. You have a lot of scars" she leaned onto the railing. I looked over to her and examined her face. Pained yet elegant. Soft yet broken. That was tooth. She was happy and oh so very bright. But underneath was a torn woman who took her hurt to become a warrior.

"How... how do you know when it's time to share those secrets.." I asked. She closed her eyes gently her eyelashes fluttering in the wind.
"You never know for sure- it's a free fall. You just go for it" she answered.
"Good answer"
I leaned onto her shoulder enjoying the peace.
My big sister
Toothiana

The memory flashed as I began to run. I ran quickly to the grocery store- I walked inside realigning my composure. Who where these people and why were they - in my mind?!!! I held my head as I walked in the aisles before picking up a basket and walking around. Why was I even here? What did I even need?? I didn't even check the kitchen-

Something was seriously off.
I needed to know what was wrong.

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